Alright, ive been thinking long and hard.. very long.
So, before i start, lemme ask u this.

"How do u pick up the threads of an old life?
How do u go on when deep deep down in ur hearts of heart,
u began to understand that time cant mend,
some of the hurt which have gone too deep,
and which have taken hold?"

so how now brown cow?
its has just been ubber hard fer u to understand or see the hurt that u girls have caused.
well, at least that how i feel, i might, just ,might be wrong.
fer all these years, i tried, but maybe that wasnt good enuf fer u girls.
the feeling of being outcast, being left out.
those scret-sharing session which i wasnt at.
u girls did FAN-tabulous in making me feet left out.

damn, i must say, that was pretty hard to take in.
all this time, ive been giving reasons and excuses, over and over again, fer not spending time wif u girls.
but, each time i go, ur words were like weapons.
stabbing deep deep, piercing thru my heart.
so, how lei, i tried to fit in reli reli reli reli hard.
but i guess it was good enuf laa.


maybe u know that im refering to u,
or maybe, just maybe u pretend or even remain non-chalant to it?

but, hey i did enjoy the outings that we had.
so, thank you.
=)