hear my rants

2B oh yeah

2010-04-23T01:48:00.001+08:00

OMG!
im o0hsoo happy.
i cannot stop smilling laa.
since ystd.
haha.

RISA, proceed wif our barbie mission,
:)
omg, aku happy giler sia.

2B, oh yeah.

bang bang, my baby shot me down

2010-04-18T00:50:00.002+08:00

I just feel like blogging today.
2 mins ago, i was itching to blog.
But but now, ALL GONE.
pfft.

oh well.
Paintball match is just a few hours away sia!
OMFG laa.
im soo excited.
apart from the fact i GOT NOTHIN' TO WEAR.
dang it sia.
-.-'

and, i gave up caring for people laa.
:)

parachute.

2010-04-14T02:35:00.003+08:00

i dont need no parachute, baby if i got you.

im too lazy to blog nowadays.
but but, ill be back.
:)

hubba hubba

2010-03-02T00:20:00.000+08:00

dearest blogger.

im oh so sorry abandoning u these past few days.
im so busy wif stuff, yes, as usual.
werk and entertaining my cat and hamster.
they too, need my attention.
:)

anyhoots,
today was surprisingly a fruitful day.
woke up early in the mawning.
went fer a jog.
YES.
ur eyes aint playing trick on u.
jogged around the park at 9am!

went home.
slept.
haha.
woke up again.
at 1pm.
wanted to help out at METTA school.
im a volunteer there, rmbr?
changed plans.
cleaned LOST's cage.
cleaned my room.
vaccum the house.
reshuffled the stuff in my room.
yeah, was a maid fer 2 hours at home.

at 3pm, got ready to go hit the gym.
yes, GYM.
made my way to tampines gym.
makkeup-less.
i swear.
i wanted to go home the minute i stepped into the gym.
tampines gym was infested wif guys.

yada yada yada.
met my pinoy neighbour,
OH YES!
my block recently had a nes edition to the family.
lol.
this oh so freaking hot pinoy guy who lives directly under my unit!
SWEEEE~
and and, i just got to know, a few days back, hes GAY.
sucha bummer.
pfft!

watched more teevee.
till now.
and and.
its so freaking hard to get a full time job that i like.
WAH LAU!
and FYI,
im werking leessseeeeeer hours.
im available fer dates.
makan session/meet up sessions/L4D2 session.
IM ALL YOURS.
:))

AND, i cleared some redundant stuff on mhy lappy.
and found the pic of the day.!

LOL.
its hilarious sia.
terrah.
back to sending my CV.

Channing Tatum

2010-02-28T00:44:00.002+08:00

DEAR JOHN,

it was AWESOME laa.
5 outta 5 stars!
serious.
it made me go "awww" and made me cried.

Channing Tatum, one heck of a good actor.
:)

geeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2010-02-20T01:49:00.003+08:00

there are plenty of things i wanna let out.
some are just so trivial.
so, lets just keep it to myself fer now.

on a sad note,
im sick.
effing shit.
:(
please please get well.

in life, i learn.
those peeps that u care but apparently just dun give a damn.
dont bother.
serious.
cos i hate your negative shit.
seriously, i do.
happy getting use to life after poly with your poly mates.
im washing my hands off you.
fullstop.

and hey, i like you.
a wholeeeeeeee lot.
:)

2010-02-14T03:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VDAY YAW.
and as usual, vday was celebrated at IKEA.
werking.
haha.

at werk, i was singing to this song laa.
over and over again.

its 320am.
and my youtube madness is starting.
dammit.

pitbull have the most attractive bonitas in his videos laa.
pfftf.

so yeah.
happy listening.
and werking again tmrw.

geeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2010-02-11T01:24:00.002+08:00

back from chalet.
so so, here goes.

just a thought laa.
its weird on how people change.
yes, people change, i know laa.
but DRASTICALLY?
whats up wif that?
tsk.

oh well, on a lighter note.
to my IKEA folks.
we got red packet laa.
wooooots!

its 130am
its pretty obvious that im just simply too lazy to blog on how my day/days went.
so wait fer it.
fer the day my mood to blog comes back.

DEEAREST FAIZ

2010-02-08T00:43:00.004+08:00

DEAREST FAIZ.
WHO SO HAPPENS TO BE MY NEIGHBOUR/EX-CLASSMATE/EX-SCHOOL MATE/ WOKMATE AND L4D2 KAKI.

I MISS U TERRIBLY.
:'(
THO WE LIVE 2 BLOCKS AWAY, THE CHANCES OF ME BUMPING INTO U IS LIKE WHAT.
3 OUTTA 100%.

NYP. PLEASE STOP TORTURING HIM WIF ASSIGNEMENTS.
I TOO, WANT SOME OF HIS TIME LAA.

OUH YEAH.
BOUGHT THIS CHAP SOMETHING WHICH MADE ME POOOOORER BY 115BUCKS.
SO FASTER MEET ME!

MOVING ON, MONDAY BLUES ARE BACK TO STAY.
FER NOW AT LEAST.
LIKE WAHLAU LAA!

TODAY IS LIKE ONE OF MY DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN MOMENT LAA.
SHANT ELABORATE.
SIGH.

AND WHY M I TYPING THIS ENTIRE POST IN CAPITAL LETTERS???

hey ho!

2010-02-06T00:56:00.003+08:00

OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDD.
ITS BEEN LIKE FEREVER SIA SINCE I WRITE A PROPER ENTRY.
wokay. here i go.
*crack my knucles.*

UPDATES IN MY LIFE.
well, school is now a thing of the past.
huh?
what is school?
nyehehehe.
exams are OHHH-VER!
so that leaves me school-less.

my saturday didnt really start offf well.
i was woken up by the chinese funeral which took place at my void deck.
at 9am sia.
no offence, but my dearest neightbour.
playing "youre my sunshine" at someones funeral isnt that nice sia.
like wtf.
it took u the person's passing just fer u to realise that the particular person meant a whole lot more that what meets the eye?
so dearest friends who is reading this post, when i pass on PLEASE DONT PLAY THOSE KINDA SONGS. SERIOUS SHIT.

it was soon before long when i went to sleep, again.
what do u expect.
werking at 3pm.

again, woken up at 1137am.
recieved a call.
went back to sleep.
and finally my alarm rang at 1215pm.
bathe and stuff.
yet, i recieved another call.
but, from IKEA laa this time.
as usual, dearest supervisor got my timing mixed up.

left home at 235pm.
bus-ed to werk.
i was late, as usual.
haha.
palmed in at 3.03pm.

werk went well.
well, apart for some %#%^$$# customers.
so, that was how my saturday, 6 feb 2010 was spent.
FULLSTOPP.

lemme continue to do what ive been doing these past few nights.
sending my CV.
pathetic sia.
TSK.
-.-'

to GERARD, get well soon kental. :)
mira, hawa, lala, hani, su!
your retail exec down with sore throat.

and DOMINIC.
i know ure reading.
LOL!

will be spending my time from 4pm till closing at the BIG BLUE BOX.
doing loossse hands.
GREAT.
doing wif Amsyar.
DOUBLE GREAT.
:)

TIME CHECK: 1.32AM

hey ho!

2010-02-03T00:46:00.003+08:00

WHY MAKE SOMEONE AN IMPORTANT PERSON IN YOUR LIFE WHEN THAT PERSON MAKES YOU AN OPTION?

ive had it laaa.
seriously, dun push it.

baby g

2010-01-30T01:24:00.001+08:00

*blows dust off*

yeah, iknow.
its been a while since i last blogged.
school and werk wearing me out.
but certainly not L4D2.
LOL

haaaaaaaaaiyah.
another week left before school end.
2 freaking papers down.
another 2 bloody papers left.
its not the tot of school ending tat worries me.
its the future.

well, what should i do after that sia?
werk?
continue schooling?
i bet im gonna cry a mini kallang river sia if i quit.
abes uh ikea.

hmmm.
its like 140am in the morning, and i cant sleep laa.
werking that annoying full shift as usual fer the next 2 days.
pffft.
no time to study fer my comms.
FUCK!

gah!
i seriously dunno whats bothering me laa.
nwhere is it this or that?

im offline-ing laa.
nights yaw!

nights baby G.
:)

privatising my blog

2010-01-18T02:40:00.002+08:00

heyho!
im back.

finally done wif those outrages and tiring projects.
chey drama.

anyhoots, kindly leave ur email at my tagboard yeah?

cos im oh so gonna privatise my blog.
due to some people who are awesomely too freaking low life who just so happent to be soo free & dunno what to do wif it && goes around snooping my blog.
and my friend's blog.

so, please please leave ur email add.
those with or without blog aite?
ill send u invites to my blog.
thanks.

andboy, why are you soo liddat?!

dang!

2010-01-04T01:40:00.002+08:00

woots.

ill guess ill be away fer a few days.
projects, assignments, werk and datelines are wearing me out.
so yeah, projects due in 2 days havent even do.
and and, lagi best.
i lost my question paper.

SHIT SHIT SHIT!
HOW NOW BROWN COW.

and after 20 years of my life, in 2010 i just realised that being 1.62m isnt tall.
grrr.
in fact, im one of the shortest people laa.
:(

ps: communications proposal, please try not to kill me.

2010

2010-01-02T01:19:00.004+08:00

hey ho, lets go.
so its new year.

time check: 1.23am.

TWO-ZERO-ONE-ZERO.
and, my oh my,
what a bloody freaking tiring day it was.
and whats up sia wif the customers today?
pffft.

werking at 10am on 2 jan.
till 6.
like finally.
go home early.
SWEEEEEEEEEE~

so, on new year's eve, i was planning my 2010 resolution.
heehs.

tadddaaaaaa!

ahah.
2010 resolution.

yeah, after reading.
i realise one thing.
majority of it neededd money sia.
nyehehhe.

so, a better and improved FAZLEEN fer 2010?
gosh, i hope so too.
:)

2010, pleasepleaseplease dont suck like 2OHOH9!
Pretty please.

and shit yaw!
my projects.
dang!

new year's eve

2009-12-31T02:55:00.016+08:00

so, its 31 december 2009.
the very very very last day of two-zero-zero-nine.
woah!
how time flies laa.

well well, i bet,7483628630986092786637y6895703469 bloggers are blogging about the same thing laa.
headlines of 2009.
haahs.

so, here we go, lemme compare and see if my 2009 resolutions were met laa.
ehem.

(double click to enlarge.)

2009 wasnt reli a good year fer me to start things off.
but, mr 2010 will be better.
i hope!
:)

WAIT WAIT!
before i start, i wanna say a thousand thanks to my pillar of strenghts.
chey.

my dearest family members, thank you fer always being there fer me laa.
serious.
:)

faiz, kak shikin and abng nazri (feeling PITBULL), thanks fer hearing me out.
and being my rainbow after the rain.

and to farhan, who i dun dare to steal his picture.
havent ask permission mah.
member dlm camp.
lol.
thanks fer being my 4am in the morning.
endless memekak and annoying-ness.
and u made it thru 2009.
LOL.

okay. feeling moment.
START.

obviously, me and adnan didnt turn two.
but we're still good friends.
he's still alive. in one piece.
having a blast wif life.
which is good.
i do hope then u and her, go a long way.
srious, from the bottom of my heart.
:)

on a good note.
i finally graduated from ITE CLEMENTI.
jalan LEMPENG OI!
ahaks.

pls pls pls have more chalets okay!

chayana, my partner in crime.
teehee.

all grown up.
chey.

and tho these bunch of bonitas, i do miss you girls.

tho ive never said it out.
i do.
We still have yet to meet.

feb 09 was the month my first sister got engaged.
like finally.
cannot wait fer march 2010.
they getting married.

i met this crazy girl.
live in simei.
but never bump into each other in simei before.
just goes to show that simei isnt small afterall.
LOL

August 2009, the month i joined MDIS.
think success, think MDIS.
LOL.

i thank god fer meeting these people laa.

tho we graduating next year, must still contact, okay.

sayang korng laa.

When its raya time.

and my first sister graduated.

i fergot which month was this.
dang!

and november 2009.
the months i turned 20.
and and, i turned 3 years werking in IKEA bebeh.

werk is never mundane when they're around laa.

and yeah, i doo treasure all the things that happened in 2009.
learning exprience.
keeping the good memories.
become wiser.

2009 was also the year i met some seriously fucked up people laa.
wahlau!
so, if i dun contactu in 2010, go figure.
LOL
kidding laa.

so lets start 2010 wif a fresh new start.
but first, i freaking need an organiser.
yes 2009, very disorganised.
got dates mixed up.
missed important things.
tsktsktsk.

and im still thinking of my new years resolution.
which i know, is ALOT!

a brand new year,
a fresh new start.
and its a year.
im keeping a distance from those retards.
:)

time check: 415am.
nights yaw!
werking at 430pm tmrw.
countdown-ing at werk.
im soo goona wake up just in tiem fer werk.

and and, i need to change my blogskin.
gah!

geeeeeee

2009-12-28T02:35:00.001+08:00

time check: 330am

geeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-12-27T00:21:00.004+08:00

hey ho.
its 1250am on sunday.
yeah, still online.
werking full shift sia tmrw.

i got loads and loads and loads of things i wanna say.
dun even know where to start.
serious serious.

sidetrack, projects have been making me go GAGA i swear.
serious shit!
due dates reli nearing.
and fuck, havent even start doinga single shit.
and and, i need to hire an ACCOUNTING teacher sia.
LALA help me!
HELP!

urrmmm, u know.
they say, "good things come to those who wait. but the hing is, how bloody loooooooong must we wait sia. haiyah!"
pffft.

and tralala fer now.
rushing to do my accounting assignment.

TIME CHECK: 110

its you that made my heart skipped 3 beats.
and never fail to make me smile each time i think of you.

wtf laa

2009-12-24T00:47:00.000+08:00

LIKE I CARE.

whatever sia.

pls dont.

2009-12-14T23:44:00.003+08:00

so today, ive changed my handphone.
like finally.
bought it in aug.
but but, only used it now.
haha.

and and.
i cant believe taht 2009 is ending soon.
which means, my assignments are gonna be due soon.
pofft.

ouh ya.
i need an organiser fer 2010.
:)

fie fie baby

2009-12-11T16:57:00.000+08:00

fie fie baby.

i learnt in life, things that you reli want.
Dont often go your way.
Yeah.
Tell me about it.
pfffft!

and shit, i should haf said YES when i had the chance.
damn.
please, ask.
again.
i would seriously definately say YES.
:)

fuuyooo

2009-12-08T01:12:00.001+08:00

Q gave me this link.
goo sseeeeee.

http://www.fwdder.com/static/swf/video-player.swf?topic_id=184431&att_id=0

i was like, "woah, mak die gangster sia.'
hahaha.
i predict a hectic week laa.
dang!
:(

bad romance

2009-12-05T22:19:00.007+08:00

Its weird and annoying at the same time, when there's this particular soul who somehow is able to control your emotions; MY MR EMOTIONS CONTROLLER.

he who makes my heart skipped 2 beats whenever i see him.
he who makes me hope that each time my handphone beeps, i wish its him.
he who never fail to make me feeel so goddamn freaking insecure each time i think about it.
he who turns silent when i asked him a particular question.
he who can make me cry like a stupid .... while typing this post.

well, im sorry fer killing that 'happy mood' of yours.
but this insecure feelings, cant be help uh.
it got the best of me.
maybe i aint good enuf.
FER YOU.

and now im regretting it.
cb

dang

2009-12-05T12:36:00.004+08:00

well, woke up to a horrifying discovery.
which robbed me of my day's income.
60plus bucks sia.
pffftt..

dang you sia eye infection.
DANG!

face bacin, i know.
LOL

so, i ranged my mum up.
asked her to buy medication fer my infection.
the pharmacist.
slenge laaa sotong sia.
i seriously dunno how she graduated fer her course sia.
pfft..

sooo, off to specs shop soon.
thansk laa.
my sister threw my specs away.
dumbdumb.
-.-"

and, heyhey.
i still do haf __________ fer you, G.
:)

jb here i come

2009-12-04T00:09:00.003+08:00

im oh-soooooooooooooooooooooo in love wif this guy laaa!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

DAI YANG TIAN.
i like!
:)

he's the reason to why im home by 9pm, on wkdays.
well, most of the days.
watch the 9pm tv drama laa.
:)

going to JB today.
meeting at 9am.
jyeah.
cannot wait!
:))

you oh you.
im sowie.
i like you.
but you like her.
:(

2009-12-03T01:21:00.003+08:00

this post is specially dedicated to ms Sue J.
an avid fan of rihanna.

kamarok sangat laa dengan rihanna.
songs on msn.
RIHANNA.

hope you like this song laa.
:)

pssssst.
told you i'll bloged about you.
lol.
*kening naik naik.*

2009-12-03T01:06:00.002+08:00

hey ho, lets go!

im soo in love wif fergie's hotttttttttttttttttttt body laa.
pfft!

anyhoots, im late in updating as usual.
well, its 1.10am on a thursday morning.
and, i gym-ed laa.
technically, gym-ed ystd.
haha.

i miss my esss mates laa.
seriously.
was looking thru soome old pictures and video.
super hilarious laa.
bahahha.
MUST MEEET UP SOON!

no school tdy.
and tell me abt wed lesson laa.
rawr!
trained to school as usual.
then 3/4 reaching school.
nigel texted.
"Hey guys, F&B lesson tdy cancelled! The lecturer is sick."
i was like WTH laa.
i woke up 7 in the morning, and lesson cancelled.
annoying.

and i officially HATE accounting.
can?!
last warning sia mr see.
i slept thruout accounting class.

and ouh damn!
i gotta check something.
ter rah.
and dear hair, please please please grow in double time.
i got plans.
BIG PLANS.
nyehehehehe!

and to you.
sorry if i hurt your feelings.
didnt mean to.
honest.
:(

2009-12-02T00:02:00.005+08:00

hey ho yaw!

well, back wif updates.
not much laa.
L4D2-ed after school.
shopped.
went home.

ouh ouh.
im soo in love wif the channel in drama laaaa.
yupyup.
both 7pm and 9pm slots.
but but, i prefer 9pm slot laa of cos.
chinese guys are sooo freaking hootttttttttttttttttttttttttttt laa.
rawr!
haha.
serious.
well, the majority is hot.
some are not.
:)

JUST A REMINDER, YA.
i seriously aint your recyclable NTUC/Sheng Shiong plastic bag. Fold me when not needed. Open me when in need. Period.
:)

and and, every night before i go to sleepp, ill look at your photo.
*kening naik-naik*

bye world.
having class at 830am.
wah piang.
*smacks forehead*

..

2009-12-01T01:19:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 1ST DECEMBER YAW!
:)

well, another month before 2010 laa.

got this while doing our poject.
i soooo love dina natasha, nurhakima and simone laa.
ahaha.
:)

Amazing Sand Drawing @ Yahoo! Video

ubber cool or what sia.

anyhoots.
im super semangat about the upcoming projects laa.
i need another job.
and i think i need a makeover.
major overhaul.
can?

oh so can wait fer pay day.
im seriously shorta cash.
going JB this friday with 'em usual suspects.
i hope HR lemme give my pay early this month.
i owe people money sia.
WTH sia fazleen.

andwhatswithpeoplequestioningmewhentheythemselvesneedamajorcheck?

2009-11-30T00:44:00.004+08:00

time check: 1255am, monday.

well well, werk has been super duper ubber tiring laa.
as usual.
my feet like wanna break sia.
and and, im so cash less.
hmmffp.

HEARTBREAK.
so why.
why do people give hope to sumone when at the end of that day, he know he's gonna break it.
and please.
whoever u guys think im talking about, it NOT about him.
honest.

its about someone else laa.
well, a person who appear and dissappear.
and pretend to be so upset about some issue.
fuck laa!
i mean, oh ferget it.
i really hope you find a purpose in your life.
and and, u and her really get back together laa.
:)

some guys are just pathetic losers laa.
serious.
some guys, like *ehem* is...

and dey, i like you laa.
:)
teehee.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

and and.
tmrw is accounting.
i so suck big time in accounting laa.
can sumone please teach me?
or, can i like not go to sch tmrw.
:))

time check: 110am.

and oh ya.
its the end of november and my updates are geting more pathetic.

down down down

2009-11-25T02:11:00.003+08:00

time check: 230am.

wah piang!
sch starts at 830 tmr sia.
and i cnt sleep uh.
hmmpf!

i like kene brain wash sia.
its my 7347826898347832 times listening to DOWN.
and my 654326878791839890 times listening to pixie lott's cover of use somebody.
i oh so lovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvve it laaa.

werk was tiring laaa.
mcm nk patah sia kaki.
i even fergot i was scheduled to werk.
kecoh pe.
hahah.

and, i dunno wats up wif the customers today laa.

imagine.
having the same bloody customer asking u the same freaking question 4 times.
mintak kene jotos sia kepale.
Grrrrrr.!

and and.
this makcik.
okay, ill type out the convo.

makcik: eh, maya rahman eh? *taps my shoulder*
me: errrrrmmmmm, no. *wif a blur look*
makcik: ouh, bukan eh. muke macam eh.
me: tak cik, bukan. *gives a smirk*

well, lemme translate.
customer: eh, are u maya rahman? *taps my shoulder*
me: errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, no. *wif a blur look*
customer: ouh, you look like her.
me: no cik, im not. *gives a smirk*

its the 5th time this month sia.
wth.

time check: 240am.
pharreell is calling yaw!
nights.
i mean mawning!
:)

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz

2009-11-25T01:52:00.005+08:00

pfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff.
*blow dust off*

wahlau wei.
its been sooooooooooooooooooome time since i last blogged laa.
hahaha.
weelll, lazy laa.
cant blame me.
:)

well, guess what did i find in my mail over the previous weekend.
.
.
.
.
.
.
..
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
tadaaa.
results babeh!
weeeeell, needlesss to say.
i was oh so freaking effing super scared laa..

check check.
my mum opened the letter alrdy.
pffft!
mummy mummy.
*slaps forehead*

lets seee...

yeah, i know.
theres a C.
but hey..
not bad fer last min study.
and at the very meast i dont need to resit fer any paper lorrr.
AMIN.
:)

and, why i am so freaking obsessed wif u luh?!

happy bday to me.

2009-11-03T16:58:00.004+08:00

i was checking my mail today.
and and and, MDIS sooo cute laa.
sent me a happy birthday email.

there you go.
haha.

tho, it was a few days early.

and, i finally know what i want fer my birthday laa.
heeehes.
i cant wait!

and i was watching GROWING UP on channel 5 laa.
i like!
i just love watching it.
super random, i know.

:)

whatever

2009-11-03T01:06:00.002+08:00

you're different now.
don't you think?

i love you

2009-10-30T00:03:00.004+08:00

FINALLY, TERM 1 OF SCHOOL HAS COME TO AN END.
LIKE FINALLY.
EXAMS ENDED TODAY.
WELL FER TERM 1 AT LEAST.
THO IM STILL SO OH-SO SUPER SCARED FER MY ECONOMICS PAPER LAA.
gah!

and i think i know why there's a sudden change in you.
im sorry fer all the crap that has happen.
wait, not all.
majority.

and i need money laa.

...

2009-10-29T23:46:00.002+08:00

im soo hookked to this video.
i dun why laa.
very the kental i know.
and nowadays, ive been watching 'growing up.'

yes.
idk.
i just like the old stuff.
haha.

so, enjoy this video.

drop it like its hot

2009-10-28T13:05:00.002+08:00

can i please please please please please please please have pharrell williams fer my burfday?

he is sooo freaking ubberly hot hot hottttttttttttttttttttt!
grrrrr!

moving on.
lead singer of tokio hotel is so jambu laa.
and yeah, its a he.
but he's so super pretty!
my age summore.

random i know.
oh well.
ill be on my way.
gonna study pbm.
tmrw exam sia.
time check: 2pm.

dang!

2009-10-28T01:25:00.005+08:00

"Dangs!
You did it again."

and finally.
my final paper this thursday laa.
:)

and and, i need another job.
and and and and, i need money.

im in love wif someone who doesnt love me.
hoe now brown cow?

arrg

2009-10-27T00:34:00.003+08:00

well, its 1235am.
werking tmrw at 10am.
ubber lazy to go to werk laaa.
grrrrr!

anyhoots, watched "my sister's keeper".
one damn good show laa.
i was like crying a mini kallang river laa.
haha.

apart from the fact that i sucked to baddddd in economics paper.
my day went well.

and sue sayang.
that calculate i sent to museum alrdy hor.
PAISEH!
hahahaha.

BOYS; their soooooo weird laa.
pfft!

wtf

2009-10-22T23:18:00.003+08:00

"BOY, U'RE OH SO CONFUSED LAA."

anyhoots, today was IT exams.
i went blank sia.
-.-'

and, i need a freaking calculate fer ECONS.
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELP!

gah!

2009-10-19T23:25:00.003+08:00

1 down, 3 freaking blood sucking papers left.
-.-"
wah piang.
i seriously, deeply and truly hope that marketing will not be a module fer me next term.
please uh.

next up IT uh.
and i seriously cant crap my way thru laa.
dang it sia.
so how now brown cow?

apart from those papers, i got loads others to think about laa.
and and, may i know why.

GUYS LIE?

why oh why

2009-10-18T01:09:00.002+08:00

MY MY MY!
if telling the truth would get me in this state, i might as well kept it from u right?
wah piang.

well, anyhoots, it doesnt seem to matter to u right?
-.-"

da laa.
hmmpf.

feeling moment

2009-10-16T01:14:00.002+08:00

thanks laa youtube fer cheering me up when im down.
:)

my favorite boy, pharrell!

everytime.

2009-10-16T00:43:00.002+08:00

IM LIKE SOO DEAD.
and thanks fer calling laa..
u made me feel better.
:)

okay, this song has been playing at the back of my head since i woke up la.
DRATS!
enjoy.

RECAP

2009-10-15T12:25:00.003+08:00

EXAM- Just around the corner.
in fact its this monday sia.

and and i swear i have NOT even start studying sia.
MONDAY- chalet
TUESDAY-celebrate ima's bday.
WEDNESDAY- out wif fie.
THURSDAY- go jb.
FRIDAY- still going out.
SATURDAY- werk
SUNDAY- werk.

im like so seriously dead laa.
mampos.

HELP me sia.
oh oh.
btw, those overdue pictures that u guys were asking fer is alrdy up.
well, most of it.
left wif 4 albums more uh.

it pretty obvious that im not in the mood to blog uh these past few days.
well, i guess some things are better left unsaid uh.
reli.

on a lighter note.
i gtg.
HAHAHAS!
gotta bath and find my passport laa.
NOW, whr did i put it?!
DANG!

:)

2009-10-13T01:26:00.001+08:00

back fer updates soon uh.
ubber busy wif stuffs.
:)

help

2009-10-05T17:10:00.001+08:00

my second post fer OCTOBER.
hahas.
can a kind soul please help me do IT?

facebook thingy!

2009-10-05T15:29:00.003+08:00

Tagged by Azlina Jusri
HOW MUCH HAVE YOU CHANGED IN 6 YEARS??

-------------6 years ago----------

1.) How old were you?
14 years old

2.) Where did you go to school?
East Spring Secondary School

3.) Where did you work?
Full time Student

4.) Where did you live?
Simei

5.) Where did you hang out?
In school uh. happily sitting under the big umbrella playin wheel of fortune where i got caught by th DM.
playing waterbombs at leisure park.
and wasting time lepakking at tamp mart
:)

7) Who was your best friend?
nazhuratul asywaq binte khairul.
hehs!

8.) How many tattoos did you have?
Nope nope. none.

9.) How many piercings did you have?
wait. lemme recall.
when i was 14, i was sec 2.
ermm.. 8.
in was on my piercing bonanza, rmbr?

10.) What car did you drive?
nope.
too young to drive laa.

11.) Had you been to a real party?
yupyup.

12.) Had You had your heart broken?
not yet.

13.)Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?

taken

-------------3 years ago----------

1.) How old were you?:
17 yrs old

2.) Where did you go to school?
East Spring secondary.
Senior year siol.
haha.
:))

3.) Where did you work?
full time student.
part time at IKEA.

4.) Where did you live?:
simei ville.

5.) Where did you hang out?
most of the time went home strgt after sch uh.
go home slp then went out again.
erm... but in school, its that spooky DNT room laa.
and i miss DNT laa. can?

7.) Who was/were your best friend(s)?
nazhuratul asywaq binte khairul, my darling angles, muhamad faiz and ahmad naqeef.

9.) How many tattoos did you have?
still none.

10.) How many piercings did you have?
12 yaw.

11) What car did you drive?
still no license.
was seriously contemplating to get bike license onot.

12) Had your heart broken?
ya lor!
u bet.
:/

13. Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
Single :)

--------------------Today--------------------

1.) How old are you?:
turning 20 this 7 november yaw!

2.) Where do you go to school?
MDIS; Diploma in Travel, Tourism & Hospitality Management.

3.) Where do you work?
IKEA oi!

4.) Where do you live?
still at simei sayang.

5.) Where do you hang out?
nowadays.
i can be spotteed at LAN shop laa.
playing Lan games.
and at town.
haha

7.) Who was your childhood best bud and still is your buddy?
childhood best bud eh.
must i list down?
but if its from secondary school; faiz and naqeef.

8.) What car do you drive?
drivingf daddy's car and some rented car.
nyehehe

9.) Had your heart broken?
HAH!
tell me about it laa.

10.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
Single :)))

WHAT WERE YOU DOING...

1 MINUTE AGO: watching growing up on TV. and chewing gum.
1 HOUR AGO: makan!
1 DAY AGO: raya outing.
1 YEAR AGO: wtf?! werking i think. i dun rmbr.
First piercing: loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time ago laa.
First credit card: debit card can?
Last big car ride: daddys ride.
Last movie seen in theaters: FAME bebeh!
Last food consumed: KFC
Last person you texted/called: faiz.
Last drink drank: mountain dew.

SHORT ANSWER.
I AM: in big big trouble. chey. no laa.
I HAVE: project which gonna be overdue soonb
I LIKE: shopping but love pharrell. HAHAHAHAHA!
I WISH: to haf 10000000 more wishes. i need em laa.

FAVORITES:
NUMBER: 3 and 7. can?
COLOUR: green green baby.
DAY(S): all i like. :)
MONTH(S): november. fer obvious reasons.
SEASON: singapore, rainy season.
DRINK: green tea

IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED?: nolaa.
HELPED SOMEONE?: ya.
GOTTEN SICK?: nope
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: no. too busy jalan raye.
SAID 'I love you'?: yeah. to my lappy wallpaper. its pharrell. cant help it. :)
TALKED TO AN EX?: u huh! all 3 sia.
WRITTEN IN A DIARY?: no no no.
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: u huh.

_______ Best ________
1. Best Age: 18!
2. Best Memory:my secondary years.

_______ Worst ________
1. Time Of Day: waking up. BAHAHAAHAH!
2. Day Of The Week: NAH. it changes from time to time.
3. Food: I DO NOT EAT FOOD THAT I DONT LIKE. -.-"
so techincally, there isnt any.
4. Memory: nah. no bad memory. the past makes us stronger, right?

_______ Last ________
1. Person you saw: faiz
2. Phone call: dan dan dan dan dan

_______ First ________
1. Serious b/f or g/f: a to the d to the n to the a to then n.
2. Job: sales assistant.

_______ Today ________
1.listening to now: good girls go bad. by cobra starship
2. Tonight: might be going out.
3. Wearing: red skull tshirt and denim skirt.
4. What did you eat for lunch: KFC

_______ Tomorrow ________
1. Is: another schooling day.
2. Got any plans: ya. school and DND at sentosa. yaw.
3. Goal: same fer this coming days. do IT. -.-"
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: ill tell u if i haf any uh.
5. Likes about tomorrow: DND. dinner and dance.

gah!

2009-09-26T23:36:00.002+08:00

i oh so want a body like gwen sia!

boo

2009-09-26T02:23:00.002+08:00

there's a few songs that have been playing in my IPOD from my journey to school.
and back home.
on repeat mode somemore.

plus plus BLINK 182.
ancient songs i know.
but then again.
good songs are timeless.
:)

gah!

2009-09-26T02:10:00.002+08:00

hey ho.
so sory fer the lack of updates laa.
been ubber busy.
projects laa, raya prep laa.
so here.
back wif proper updates.
well, kinda laa.

first of all.
i bet 1/3 of the singapore's population is involved in the F1 thingy laa.
dads, mums, cousin, aunts, uncles,sister, brother, friends, bfs and gfs.
gahhh.!
thank god its fer 3 days only laa.
cannot jalan raya as daddy dearest is involved.
-.-"

anyways, talking about raya.
just a shout out to those werking people ah.
"I WANT DUIT COLLECTION LAA!"
IM SERIOUSLY SHORTA CASH.

werking in a few hours time.
need to be at that big blue box by 10am.
i hope i aint late laa.
i seriously dont feel like werking sia.
wanna shake leg at home.

AIYAH!
im sleepy already laa.
dang it.

and before i end.
can i just say i want someone badly?!
please come to me laa.
i want u.
yes, just u.

MOHAMED PHARRELL WILLIAMS.
HAHAH.

selamat hari raye!

2009-09-20T14:45:00.001+08:00

selamat hari raye to all my friends.
maaf zahir dan batin
:)

will be back fer picture updates ya?

satu hari di hari raye

2009-09-14T00:13:00.000+08:00

I oh-so cannot wait fer HARI RAYA sia!
but, no shoe
no bag.
and most importantly, outfit not ready.
GAH!

and and, in wanna watch tons of movies.
realy realy.

ands im not reali in the mood to blog.
but but, i just hope that.....

does she?

2009-09-13T03:57:00.002+08:00

Does she do it like i do it?

hey ho

2009-09-11T02:25:00.003+08:00

FYI, lying doesnt help.
neither does deceiving others.
please keep that in mind.
thank you.

IM THROUGH.
:)
seriously.

omg!

2009-09-08T23:47:00.000+08:00

and i seriously need to go fer a run sia.
stamina ubber low.
legs getting meatier.
TSK!

and can someone please help me wif my project?
and i miss the old times laa.
sob sob.
doncha?!

hey ho

2009-09-08T01:25:00.002+08:00

chatted wif a friend.
who is a bike pro.
and car pro.
but too bad laa.
license kena revoke.

and, i was being nagged at fer wanting to take bike license.
gah.

and dil, all the best in getting those license back.
hees.

happy burfday!!

2009-09-08T00:30:00.004+08:00

happy birthday to Ain hamid laa.
6 september ah.

and Adnan Jufri.
8 september

hey ho

2009-09-08T00:08:00.002+08:00

well, they say.
when one door closes, another open.
very true laa.
to whoever who came up wif this proverb, SMART LAA.
u get 2 stars from me.
hhaa!

and i swear the sun is like a SELF TANNING MACHINE LAA!
IM 15% darker then before i step outta my house today!

ter-rah!

2009-09-06T01:17:00.002+08:00

teehee!
SAM gave me this link.
kinda funny laa.
the accent ah.
last warning sia!

hehe

2009-09-06T01:06:00.001+08:00

and hey, i do like u ALOT!

*teehee!*

cookies

2009-09-05T01:42:00.002+08:00

was chatting wif suebaby.
she was making kuih raye laa.
so cute laa she.

then, i rmbred the day i came over to her house to bake cookies.
LOL
her mummy ah, super gerek laa
i like had a 'BAKING 101' lesson wif her laa.

my chocolate cookies.
hehs!
chey sue!
hahah.
i miss u laa.

and ahda, fancy seeing u.
and sorry ah.
didnt here u laa.
was engross in talking.
heh!

hubba hubba

2009-09-05T01:26:00.003+08:00

today, i love today laa.
haha.

break fast at pastamania then off to play LAN.
yeah,.
fer the 3rd time this WEEK!
lol.

and i saw my life flash by, fight after this photo laa.
confident sia fazleen green man.
LOL.
and thanks ah people fer screaming out my name in the middle of orchard's road.
haha
i mean reali, thanks fer saving my life laa

and, i gonna slp soon.
right after im done sending some stuff to dina.
taking ferever sia.
GAH!

gah!

2009-09-03T21:52:00.000+08:00

i was youtubing as usual, while aiting fer ima to come online.
no offence, but aiyoh, terrible laa her diction.
so CMI!

moving on
IM STUCK WIF MY IT ASSIGNMENT PEOPLE, AS USUAL.
IM UBBER HELPLESS AND USELESS IN IT STUFF LAA.
GAH!

GRRR!

2009-09-03T00:57:00.002+08:00

PERTURBED HEART; I GIVE..

UP

imy!

2009-09-02T00:23:00.003+08:00

my oh my!
look at my dark circles laa.
okay, my bed is calling me.

and i miss you.
:(

fuck it laa

2009-08-31T02:22:00.004+08:00

HAKIM TAGGED THIS ON MY FACEBOOK.
SO I READ LAA.

1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. they prefer neat and presentable girls.
2. Guys hate other flirts.
3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.
5. Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.
9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.
10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking! but do not generalise
13. Guys cry!!!
14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.
18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what?!..uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands……
20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.
22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow”.
23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. Guys hate gays!
25. Guys love their moms.
26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.
28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
31. Like Eve, girls are guys weaknesses.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. It’s good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.
37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice…….
39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
45. Guys think too much.
46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.
47. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does
48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!
49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.
51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted

, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.
53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed P**** with their girlfriends
56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.
57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me
59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.
60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him…
62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.
66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67. A guy would waste his time over video games and football, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake. …
69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding
70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.
74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.
77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.
81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.
82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
83. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.
84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed by you or he’s criticizing you.
87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!
97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.
98. Guys hate girls who overreact.
99. Guys love you more than you love them IF they are serious in your relationships.

AND YEAH, RIGHT.
RELI SIA.
ONE WORD: AS IF.

dang!

2009-08-31T01:49:00.003+08:00

taken at werk.
i dunno.
mayb its just me.
ive been very the super selekah these few days.
cant be botherd to doll up.

too lazy to be connected via technology.
reli.
the only time i use my handphone is to msg IMA before we meet to school.
yes, IM SUPER LAZY.
and call MIRA & LALA using the counter phone.

and and, i finally stop doing MARKETING PROJECT LAA.
my overworked and underpaid brain just decided to die on me.
and im dead beat laa.

and on a different note:
i hope you do too laa.
reli, please iron out ur thinking asnd decision.

yuck!

2009-08-30T01:28:00.002+08:00

and this is gross!

dang!

2009-08-28T22:47:00.000+08:00

can someone please help me do my projects?

fuck it laa

2009-08-25T00:11:00.002+08:00

after thinking too much, now im confused.
i hope that you............

WOOTS

2009-08-24T23:54:00.003+08:00

hey ho!
IT class almost murdered me!
reason; BOREDOM.
well, throughout the entire class,i was doing everything else, apart from studying.

textbook closed.
why u ask?!

still closed.

okay, havent spot anything yet ah?
it was IT class, but i bloody brought the wrong textbook sia.
hahah.
marketing tyextbook fer IT class, how nice.
haha.

okay, now leeme go figure on my next IT assignment.
DANG IT.

scariest places on earth

2009-08-23T23:03:00.002+08:00

its 1130pm. just ended watching channel 5.
scariest placest on earth, yaw!

yes, i admit.
i scared myself silly laa sial.
hahha.
but still watch it.

i swear, if i were one of the peeps there, ill faint sia.!

anyhoots, a little reminder to you.
if you intend to dissappear as soon as u appear, just like u did, twice; please please please straighten out your mind.
(:

fasting

2009-08-23T01:30:00.002+08:00

well, danger prone fazleen did it again.
i was like recycling paper, and i literally cut myself laa.
haha.
yes, fazleen very the kental.

first day of fasting was okay, i guess.
28 days to go, and i alrdy oh so cannot wait fer raye laa.
HEEH!

facebook thingy!

2009-08-22T23:59:00.002+08:00

well, obviously i got this from facebook yaw!
so, here goes.
=)

So why aren't you in love with your ex anymore?
well, lets just say i HATE being second best. period.

Who do you sit next to in your English class?
english class? nah, dun haf it anymore babeh!

Are you generally a happy person?
i guess so. but, people just try to bring me down.

Who's in your profile picture with you?
Nah. No one.

What colour shirt are you wearing?
a super duper oversize green top.

Where will you be in a hour?
Still at home. LOL.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
nini the cat. does it count?! if it doesnt, then its daddy dearest.

How's your heart been lately?
Kinda floating here and there.

Why did you last smile?
JUST. =)

How do you feel right now?
super pissed off wif 2 individuals.

Had sex at school?
errrrmmm, are you crazy?
wait, i am really that dumb and crazy?
GAH!

Are you good at making new friends?
Im able to make the first move.

Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
HAHAHA! Oh, tell me about it sia.

Are you wearing makeup?
Now, NO., its 1240 babe. My skin need to breathe.

Will this Sunday be a good one?
i hope so!

When will your next kiss be?
Wondering myself.

If you could move to Africa would you?
South Africa, yes. Cape Town has some awesome things going on.

Ever kissed someone who was in a relationship?
I think i did but i didn't know it then :O YES, the horror!

Are promises important to you?
YES. SUPERBLY IMPORTANT.

Would you ever tell someone you loved them first?
No. paiseh sia.

Anyone of the opposite sex been on your mind lately?
JYEAH! I can even go blogging alll day and all night about him.

Someone knocks on your window at 2 am, what do you say?
I think ill faint sia.

Will you be in a relationship next month?
Hmm.. DOUBT SO. Anyhoots, theres no rush, roght?

Do you love anyone right now?
JYEAH.

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
Honestly, i can't tell but i'm rather wondering why.

What is your favorite number?
7

Would you consider having that many kids?
Heh. 2.

Do you ever write notes on your hand?
yupyup.

Are you violent?
Pacifist.

Were you ever teacher's pet?
HAHAHA. i was ONCE.

Can you vote next election?
I wish.

What made you decide to wear the outfit you wore today?
what outfit?! that bright yellow top which i always wear to that big blue box.

Have you ever done yoga?
haha! no.

What's your favourite colour gummy bear?
Ermm, blue yaw.

Would you have sex on the first date?
WTF. still need me to answer?

Do you prefer to seduce or be seduced?
Haha, try asking again.

What is the name of the hottest guy/girl at your school?
MDIS EH?! there are some. but, i dun haf their name laa dey.

What smiley represents how your day was?
=/

Do you prefer fast paced dancing or slow dancing?
fast?

Has someone ever taken advantage of you in any way?
You think?

Have you ever fallen asleep while driving?
Yupyup. A friend always died.

Do you believe that you should fight for love?
i mean, if hes yours, hes yours, RIGHT?

Do you make excuses often?
When i don't have a good reason.

Where did you last kiss someone?
HAHA, IM SO NOT ANSWERING THAT.

What is the main thing you lie about?
nothing really, i normally say what i think is right and what matters.

Dark eyeliner: yes or no?
OH YEAH.

Do you hold your breath when you pass a cemetery?
???

Have you ever felt like you lost?
Right now LAA.

Can you take this without deleting any questions?
Sure. BRING IT!

What grade is the last person you kissed in?
HHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....

What's something you really want right now?
RIGHT NOW? weell, dreams dont come true if its said.

Who was the last person to disappoint you?
a particular individual.

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Lemme think. G________. and that was a freaking long time ago.

Have you ever made a hole in the wall?
No. pain la sial.

Do you know someone in jail?
Uhuh.

What were you doing at 2:00 this morning?
MSN, FB and project.

Do you wear glasses or contacts?
Contacts.

Anywhere you'd rather be right now?
by his side? CHEY! feeling or what.

Are you going on vacation this coming summer?
Nah.

Waiting for someone to call?
...

Do you have plans for tomorrow?
Ya, WERK.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
A shop.

Do you still talk to the last person you dated?
ya laa. i stilll do.

Have you ever kissed a complete stranger?
No.

What was the last thing you drank?
Plain water.

What is for dinner tonight?
what dinner? its alrdy time fer supper sia.

Does your last ex miss you?
i doubt so. he;s superbly happy wif his life.

Does anyone love you?
Yeah. mummy and daddy and nini?

Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?
yupyup. NINI laa dey. who were u thinking?!
*smacks forehead*

Have you ever had a real kiss with anyone whose name started with an L, K, J, A, T, M?
JYEAH.

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kiss?
Nope.

When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
depends, if he/she is worthy, i will.

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Yes, but most of the time i forget about it and live my own crazy life.

Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yes, but it hasn't happened to me. YET.

Have you ever lived with your girlfriend/boyfriend?
Nah.

Does anyone like you?
Don't know.

Missing someone you shouldn't be?
Nah.

What did your day consist of?
830am to 945- woke up & got ready fer werk.
1003 to 615pm- werk.
615 to 630pm-waited fer daddy.
630 to 640pm-otw home.
640 to 7pm- freshen up.
7pm to 830-watch tv and break fast.
830 to 11plus- sleep.
11plus till now- online.
how exciting, right?! WOAH!

What's up with you and your number 7?
its my birthdate.

Have you ever been heartbroken?
Yup! i was drowning in my sorrows, but thank god they learnt how to swim.

Has anyone ever tried to ruin a relationship you were in?
Hmm... Yeah. And, she succeeded.

Do you have a best friend?
Oh Yes Yes.

So far, which school year has been the best?
5NI, ESSS. heh!

Do you hate anyone?
No, no time for that really.

Do you sing in the shower?
haha. YES, even dance sial.

What did you last cry about?
Don't wanna remember.

How old will you be in 10 months?
20yrs old.

Do you think you'll be married by then?
WTF, no!

What do you look forward to most in the next 1 month?
ending my assignements?

Who was the last person you called?
Faiz bin abdul rahim.

Who was the last person to call you?
G_________.

What's your ringtone?
Gwen feat pharrel baby.

Do you have any pets?
Nini. plus dads fishes.

Are your parents married/divorced/separate?
HAPPILY Married. wif 3 kids and fat cat.

When is the last time you saw your sister/s?
1omins ago.

How many countries have you lived in?
1.

How many cities/towns have you lived in?
1.

Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
Bare.

What was the last thing you ate?
Dinner. chocolates!

What is your favourite ice cream?
B&J's.

Do you like coffee?
Tea.

What do you drink in the morning?
noda. Fasting babe.

Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
Yes. HAHA.

Do you eat out or at home more often?
often eat out.

Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
yes. LALA sayang.

Do you know any other languages?
yes.

Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
Ocean.

Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seat?
Window seat.

Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
yeah.

What is your favourite thing to spend money on?
clothes.

Do you wear any jewelry?
Accessories.

What is your favourite TV show?
MTV yaw.

Who do you agree with the most on things?
A couple of like-minded individuals who don't try too hard to make themselves 'cool'.

Do you shut off the water when you brush your teeth?
NO.

Do you sleep with your closet doors opened or closed?
Open.

Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of killer bees?
HAAH. can i say none of the above?

Who have you talked to the most today in person?
MY PARENTS.

Name of the last person you texted?
G_______.

Is it easy to make you cry?
Depends.

Is it hard to trust others?
Yes, but i do it subtly.

Do you like using big words?
Depends.

Do you care too much/not at all/just enough?
Dunno. Ask the peeps. i think i care too much.

Have you ever had depression?
Think so?

What would you do if your best friend died?
Feel a part of my soul has been ripped out of me.

Do you consider yourself lucky?
Yeah, i just know how to handle stuff well.

How often do you cry anyways?
Walau...

Have you ever been told " It's not you, it's me"?
Yeah.

Are you afraid to tell your true feelings?
At times, to certain people.

I bet you're thinking of someone now?
yeahhh.

Can you honestly say that you're okay right now?
NO~

Do you tell people you're okay when you're really not?
out of politeness, yes.

Have you ever felt worthless?
yes. shant elaborate on that.

Have your friends met your parents?
Yeah i guess. Most of them.

Have you ever thought about killing someone in detail?
haha. is it illegal if i say YES?

What do you have pierced on you?
Ears and belly.

Have you ever been on a blind date?
Ya. Thanks laa friends. GRRRR.

When is the last time you saw fireworks?
sept last year.

Are you taller than your mom?
Yes. u bet. shes so mini laa she.

What are you planning on doing after filling this out?
get cracking on my endless projects.

Would you ever live with anyone on your top friends?
Yes, i can't wait for that to happen.

Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
Yes.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
hell yaa.

Are you wasting your time on someone?
No, i think they're wasting their time on me.

Explain the last time you threw up.
Long time ago.

Do you have a bad temper?
When i'm stressed, i would give the face and curse.

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
ill be 30 in 10 years time. so, obviously yes. I HOPE.

HAPPY FASTING

2009-08-22T00:43:00.003+08:00

since its officially 22 aug 2009, its annoying friend of mine turn 20 laa.
so small cake, recession laa.
not werking as many hours like last time.
so budget low.
LOL.

anyhoots, fasting month starts with effect from today.
I, FAZLEEN BTE MOHD RAFIK, PROMISE/ TRY MY BEST NOT TO CURSE & SWEAR AT ANYONE. AND, BE IN MY VERY BEST BEHAVIOUR.

HEH!

HAPPY FASTING, YAW!
and, ill be raiding a mosque near you.
hahahas!
and and, the prayer room at IKEA too.
=)

hehe

2009-08-22T00:36:00.002+08:00

hey hey.
its 21 of aug 2008.
just came back from werk.

and and,
guess what was in the mail...

my very own MDIS card laa.
finally.
GAH!

pardon me fer the kental bacin face.
too lazy to take a new photo laa.
Heh!

i cannot

2009-08-21T02:18:00.000+08:00

im so addicted to this song laa!

and oh ya.
time check: 230am.
still wide awake.
STRUGGLING TO DO MY ASSIGNMENTS AND PROJECTS.

huhu

2009-08-21T02:12:00.002+08:00

well, i realise that im pretty contented wif my life.
so random, i know.
well on my home in the bus, something struck me laa.
NO, NOT LIGHTNING!
hahas.
just a tot, only a tot.

but but, just another thing.
can i haf YOU, please?
=)

2009-08-20T00:44:00.000+08:00

somethings wrong wif blogger laa.
DANG!

get well soon!

2009-08-16T00:51:00.002+08:00

TO THESE TWO PEOPLE.
HOPE THAT U HAF A SPEEDY RECOVERY!
=)
WILL VISIT U VERY SOON YANA!

GRRR!

2009-08-16T00:23:00.003+08:00

woke up at 730am and realise my entire family was gone laa.
reali sia.
MY ENTIRE FAMILY.
even my grandma.

they went to JB.
my grandma went to aunts hse.
yeah, MY DEAREST FAMILY WENT TO JB WITHOUT ME.
i think mr mohd rafik and mdm samsinah fergot they haf a third child laa.
GRRRRR...

went i got home, they still wasnt home.
and TV didnt help either laa.
why u might ask?!
channel 5- showing SILENT HILL.
YES!
no matter how many trillion times i watch it.
it still scare the shit outta me laa!
discovery chnl- showing 'THE HAUNTING'

SO WHEN ALL MY FAV CHNL IS SHOWING SHOWS THAT IS UBBER 'CRAPPY-O-LAA', WHAT DO I DO?!

i played my Wii.
and now, i cant beat myself.
HAHAHA!

will be making my way to that blue box again.
in a few hours.
werking at 1230.
wait, or is it at 130?!
DANG!

ter-rah!

2009-08-15T00:57:00.002+08:00

oh well, its finally the weekeends!
so, heres my plan.

SATURDAY: WERK.
SUNDAY: STILL, WERKING.
MONDAY: AND JYEAH! NO SCHOOL LAA SIA!

Hahaha.
and, im seriously super tired laa.
DANG!

im watching FRIENDS now.
as usuaal.

and and, before i ferget, GO GO GO WATCH ORPHAN!!
SERIOUS!
GO!

okay fine, im offline-ing soon!
ter-rah!

IT madness

2009-08-13T03:34:00.003+08:00

after 4 hours of intense researching, composing, re and restructuring my Information Technology, im finally done!
yes, FINALLY DONE!

gosh!
2 words to describe laa.
FAZLEEN KENTAL!

note to my IT lecturer, please stop torturing wif those IT things.
im seriously lacking in this.
GAH!

So people, shoot me wif any GPS questions laa.
chey!

and su, i dun need to ask u alrdy.
bluek!

and its already 4a.
ill better get some sleep laa.
making my way to that big blue box after school later.

meteor shower

2009-08-12T23:39:00.000+08:00

PARIS (AFP) - - The night sky will sparkle with "falling stars" on Tuesday and Wednesday as Earth passes through a trail of dusty debris from the Swift-Tuttle Comet, say scientists.

The light show, called the Perseid meteor shower, kicks off each year in late-July and increases in intensity, peaking a couple of weeks later.

On a clear night in a dark sky "you should see dozens of meteors per hour," notes Bill Cooke of NASA's Meteoroid Environment Office.

East Asia is best placed to see the shower at its most intense moment, which is predicted for 1800 GMT on August 12, according to the US publication Sky and Telescope (skyandtelescope.com).

The meteors are also active for many days before and after this date, though the light reflected by a waning quarter moon may obstruct the view somewhat.

The Perseids occur when Earth runs into a trail of dust and pebbles deposited by the comet Swift-Tuttle in its 130-year orbit around the Sun.

This debris strikes the upper atmosphere at around 60 kilometers (37 miles) per second, a speed that causes it to burn up into a white-hot streaks. Bigger chunks can be seen as fireballs.

Meteor showers vary from year to year, depending on the amount of debris.

In the early 1990s, there were several spectacular Perseid shows, with bursts of several hundred meteors per hour.

Meteors are named after the constellation from which they seem to appear -- in this case, Perseus, a northern constellation lying east of Cassiopeia and north of Taurus.

it covers singapore too, right?!

i mean, in simei as well.?

dang!

2009-08-12T00:57:00.002+08:00

i swear sia.
doing an essay about something which is so alien to me and when im oh-so superbly very the tired at 130am in the morning is totally sucky laa!
GAH!
dang it sia INFORMATION TECHONOLOGY!

RFID?
VVOD?
yeah, tell me about it laa...
i dont even freaking bloody know.

well, i planned to start doing that damn bloody essay since 10.30pm.
got home early just so i can end it as soon i start it.
but, oh well, it wasnt so easy-bressy laa.
its 1.40 now.
still no progress.

anyhoots,
the funniest sentence of the day.

"When i grow up, i wanna haf my very own CDC."

hahaha!
i mean, its surely not funny fer u guys laa.
but it was fer me.
dude, u crack me up laa.

so fer now.
lemme continue torturing myself wif the essay which doesnt haf any progress.
ter rah!

WOOTS

2009-08-09T02:11:00.001+08:00

and, TIME CHECK: 245AM.
im addicted to these 2 songs laa.
hahaha.

david baby!

anyhoots, i guess i better get some shut eye.
wrking that crazy full shift, as usual.
10am to 11pm.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY

2009-08-09T01:32:00.001+08:00

and yes, i know.
im probrably the 74236574896038987018956127th person to wish & blog about NATIONAL DAY laa.
still, im very the SEMANGAT laa.
can?

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY LAA!
and, i do admit.
i do LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE the NDP songs laa.
but, aint reli a fan of the new ones.

so, here goes...

well, at werk, they played the various national day songs laa.
as usual, i was singing at the counter.
till, i was being spootted by a customer.
ubberbly embrassing sia!

customer: wah, singing along?
me: **giggles** yes yes. patrotic mah!
customer: ouh, you're local?!
i mean like, HELO!
If i aint local, why would i be even singing to singapore's national songs kan?
so i replied.
me: yes! 100% SINGAPOREAN. born and raised here.
customer: ahh,okay. which hospital?

before i could ans, an aunty interrupted our super awkward convo sia.
i mean, like wtf laa.
knnccb.
"ouh, ure local?"
i mean, if not, which country could i come from kan.
*flips hair*

anyhoots, my fav songs laa.
well, what can i say!
OLD SOUL LAA!
**EHEM!**

2009-08-08T03:17:00.000+08:00

Its 330am laa.
need to wake up at 8 tmrw.
*faints*
guess i better get some sleep.
NITES YAW!

2009-08-08T02:00:00.002+08:00

HEY HO PEOPLE!

welll oh well, its pretty obvious that ive not been updating my dearest dearest blog on a daily basis.

So, anyhoots!
I watched UP! and hangover dunring the weekdays.
Sial ahh.
I swear UP! made me teared sia.
Reli reli.
Maklumlah, fazleen nie kan emotional.
Haha.

And hangover, tell em about hangover laa.
Its super gerek laa!
To anyone who wanna watch hangpver, feel free to ajak me.
I wanna watch again!

Theres soooo, oh so many movies i wanna watch this month!
we haf G I Joe, final destination 4, orphan.
and, man oh man!
the list goes on sia.

moving on, no offence laa.
do i look like the "yellow pages" to you?!
yes, from time to time, at werk especially, i do wear yellow laa.
but still.
GAH!
shant elaborate on that.
cos, im sure i can score an A in it laa.

and school, first week of school, is kinda OKAY laa.
the class super quiet.
and sial ah.
in class just now, we were having a convo on SIA.

girl: "the SIA girls is soo ugly laa!"
lecturer: "i cant make a comment about that. cos i do have students who are from SIA."
girl: "but, they so UGLY! the pilot, VERY HOT"

I turned to then back of the classroom laa.
I swear, i fer once was seriously, truly, deeply SPEECHLESS SIA!
I mean omg laa.
Its totally fine by me laa, if shes some SUPER HOT FUCK.
but the thing is, she...............................
And, to add on to that, shes like one major ****************** who doesnt even know how to walk properly in heels laa.
at the very least, those SIA girls can.
LAST WARNING EH WOMAN, LOOK AT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR.
HAHAHAHA!

I mean,
"CALLING PEOPLE FAT, WONT MAKE U ANY SKINNIER.
CALLING PEOPLE ULGY, WONT MAKE U ANY PRETTIER!"

TIME CHECK: 235AM.
Ill be making my way to the darn gigantic blue box tmrw.
Werking the entire day.
10am to 11pm.
From sat to mon.
So, to anyone who miss me, you know where to find me.

off to sleepp, i guess.
TER RAH!

mini meltdown

2009-08-05T02:42:00.002+08:00

brain said go,
heart said no.

so tell me, why do boys lie and lie?
and lie a little more?

and seriously, i need my gfs!
having a mini meltdown here.

and dang, i swear your so...

omg!

2009-08-04T02:26:00.004+08:00

time check: 305am.

well, schools fun laa!

armed wif just a pen, i made my way but got lost along the way!
but but, apart from being late, everything went well.
i reached a mere 5mins late.
kinda missed a snip bit of the orientation.
yes, tho the school was super small, i still got lost.
i mean its the building is just A building, why bother separating them into a few blocks right?!
GAH!

i guess, at chapter one of ECONS.
chewing gum and 4 other newly found mates kept me awake laa.
it seriously played a serious and major role in keeping me awake.
moving on, i can say that i oh-so LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE econs!
haha.
just the first day, and i haf homework and assignments laa.
DANG!

and and, im soo sooo sooooo semangat and free that ive decorated my notebook laa.
to jote down notes.
seee, SEMANGAT!
padehal just fer 6 months.

got a pencil case, notebook and some other little stuff.
and, im every ready to go to sch!

and before i end, just 2 word.

COWARDLY & INDECISIVE.

happy eating up all of your words.

THANK YOU.
nites.

anyhoots
just a tot fer a thot...

"i do, do you?"

2009-08-03T02:59:00.001+08:00

its alrdy 345am.
i guess i better get sum shut eye laa.
schooling, yes schooling oh!
at 1145.
nites!

free lance

2009-08-03T01:42:00.004+08:00

well, its 245am and im still wide awake!
im super excited about school tmrw.
and i hope i dun get lost on myh way to school.
LOL.

anyhoots!
i got myself a free lance motivater.

sue sue baby!
see, amek degree freelance motivater.

if ure feeling down, feel free to call her at : 1800-nenek-keropok.
LOL
just kidding.
she aint fer sharing yaw!

and dey, thanks alot laa!
*rolls eyes*

schools in

2009-08-02T02:28:00.006+08:00

It's already august laa!
AHHHHH!

"SCHOOL'S IN, ENJOYMENT OUT!"

Which means;

Schools starting soon

National day = double pay baby!

Okay, wait.
Thats besides the point.
hahas!

School, i oh so cant wait fer school sia!
HAHAHAHA!
Can meet dee, shahirah and the many many more.

So, heres a sneak peak at the timetable.

At least that teh most updated one, fer now.

YOU, MOFO YOU.

2009-08-02T02:15:00.002+08:00

so, oh well.
here goes.

angry?
YES.
paranoid?
UBBER YES.
pissed?
KINDA.
dissapointed?
HELL YA. TEMPERATURE STILL RAISING LAA!

and, before i fergot.
I DO NOT, DO NOT ENJOY SHARING CERTAIN THINGS WIF PEOPLE.
COS, CERTAIN STUFF IS JUST MEANT FER ONE TO DROOL OVER.
FULLSTOP.

it dawned on me that u need space.
and time to consider, and re-consider, and re-re-re-consider.
so, when ure mind is made up.
just tell me the result.
=)

cos, today.
u seemed disturbed.
and yeah, u made me overthink stuff.
things that i shldnt be thinking.
and oh ya, u still owe me a story.

2009-07-31T03:37:00.000+08:00

SUCHA A BUMMER!

been wanting to blog laa.
but blogger is being a MOFO!
dun haf picture attachement and others laa.

and mira, i feel ur pain laa.
nk blog cant blog.
DANG!

i wish

2009-07-26T01:23:00.002+08:00

and, often a time.
I WISH, I WISH AND WISH HARDER.
THAT....

and oh ya.
dear feeling, please go away.

my heart just grew fonder fer you

2009-07-20T01:27:00.002+08:00

hey hey hey!
as usual, burning the midnight oil to blog.
hahas.
its almost 2am.
werking 9am tmrw.
GAH!

and and, my heart just grew fonder fer you.
=)

LOOK!

2009-07-19T03:33:00.003+08:00

OKAY, HERE GOES!
I DO SERIOUSLY HAF A UBBER BIG PROBLEM WIF THIS CHAP HERE LAA.

FINE, THE THING IS.
WE STAY JUST 3 BLOCKS AWAY AND I ONLY SEE THIS BOY, YES, THIS PARTICULAR BOY HERE ONCE IN A BLUEMOON.
I MEAN, THE ESTATE I LIVE IN AINT RELI THAT BIG YOU SEE.
BUT BUMPING INTO HIM IS THE HARDEST THING TO DO.
REALLY.

DANG LAA.

SO FAIZ, A GENTLE REMINDER.
I, UR NEIGHBOUR/EX-SCHOOL MATE/ YOUR WORKING BUDDY WHO STILL EXIST, IS SERIOUSLY DYING FER YOUR ATTENTION OKAY?!
SO DUN U GO FEELING FEELING TO MAKE PLANS ON YOUR TERM BREAK.
NYAHAHAH!

*KENING NAIK NAIK*

ANYHOOTS, its 4am in the morning, yes, yet again.
still aint sleeping.
i got my job as an alarm clock back.
waking someone up at 6am.
which seriously, i dun mind at all.

tho, im werking full shift at the blue box tmrw.
DANG!
I SWEAR, IF ITS NOT FER THE GILA PEOPLE WERKING THERE, I WOULD HAF QUIT LONG LONG AGO.

OKAY, UPDATING DONE.
LEMME FILL MY 2HOURS YOUTUBE-ing AND FB-ing.