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| Sunday, February 15, 2009
 when i was at werk today, mopping the toilet, something struck my mind.  MyHotComments `who are my true friends? well, i admit, im nt a perfect friend. lacking in many areas. wait, in fact, im a bad bad bad friend. most of the time i wasnt there fer them, i admit that. ive always wanted to write about these, but honestly, never had the courage to do so. after writing a draft, ill delete it instead of posting it. i began to ponder why i dun always hang out wif them. think fer awhile. i didnt need to think hard. well, its just me. ive always been the one who looked down upon my self laa. always having low self esteem laa. i sumhow compared them to myself. "m i fit to hang out wif them?" "m i too fat, too ugly, too boring?" even when im having a bf, my imagination runs wild. well, imaginations running well, thats not healthy. cos u know y? low self esteem= imaginations running wild= jealousy= fights! ya, maybe things didnt worked out cos of me, i guess. im nt good enuf. but the thing is that, they haf never judged me. so, y shld i, right? that is the thing that i didnt see laa. but now, its kinda too late fer me. right? im sorry, everyone. im sorry, adnan. 
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