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Fazleen. Leen Ah Leen! Turning 21 on 7 Nov. MDIS; Diploma in Travel, Tourism & Hospitality Management Im just a simple girl 
 
 
WHAT MORE COULD I ASK FER? Ouh yeah. my bike license.  March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010  
| Wednesday, February 3, 2010
WHY MAKE SOMEONE AN IMPORTANT PERSON IN YOUR LIFE WHEN THAT PERSON MAKES YOU AN OPTION?
ive had it laaa. seriously, dun push it. Saturday, March 28, 2009
EARTH HOUR YAW!  well, today is EARHT HOUR, yaw! and, ill be at werking, as usual! 830pm local time! i think the timinmg is right. hahahaha. so anyone out there want some candles, *ehem*! i got 1 whole duffle bag filled with candle! yes, i aint lying! i whole BIG duffle bag of it. scented, non-scented, colourful, plain small, big? i got it all, well, almost! hahahaah. and and, theres just something aboout people that makes me go %$&%^*^(%$. well, maybe i just wont say about it, ya? after all, we are just mere moral, bound to make mistakes. and and, i was looking fer a song. by shontelle feat akon. confident sia i you-tubed "stuck on you!" hahaha. check check, it was stuck wif each other. huhu Sunday, March 22, 2009
 and and, im oh-so in love wif this song laa! *screams!* Thursday, March 19, 2009
  here i am again, wasting my 2pm blogging.plans to meet up at 2pm was changed. postponed to 6pm. hmm.. oh well, better than nothing, right? i got loads of things to buy. im eye-ing on 3 shoes at the moment. eh, helo! a girl can never haf enuf shoes, ok! hahahaha.. ive max-ed out my month's spending laa.! dang it! but, no harm over-spending this month, right? looking at the fact that i seldom shop. *kening naik naik!* anyway, i was almost murdered by boredom, but thankgod laa, YOU-tube saved me! was you-tubing, and i bump into these. hahaha Covers of songs! somehow, they sound nicer than the original singers.. something different laa. all american rejects- womanizer bowling fer soup- london bridge and, this song! the video is oh-so sweet laaa! see the ending.. and yes, im on you-tube madnesss! hahahaha. wali band- dik shelia on 7- yang terlewatkan all time fav indon band sia! and and, u guys gotta see this laa.. i oh-so wanna see it! i guess i'll go fer my run.. Monday, March 9, 2009
 a few days back, a friend of mine asked me to advert her newly lauched blogshop.its her very first baby, so im just helping out. hehe. so, to the ladies. and not fergetting the guys who's buying fer his lady . . . . . . Le Putri Suite collection Zero One why zero one, u might ask. honestly, i dunno. but maybe its her very first collection laa. so, more to come..  Welcome to Le Putri Suite. Do feel free to browse through this new online shop. Do contact us for any feedbacks, enquiries or to purchase any items here via the Contact Us/Order form link. Before purchasing any items from Le Putri Suite, it is advisable for shoppers to read the Terms and Conditions before ordering. We welcome ideas and comments. Thanks for the time. so, here are some of the collection..      nice right?so, why wait?! http://www.leputrisuite.com/v1/?page_id=87 enjoy shopping. =) Thursday, February 26, 2009
 so, adnan's exam week officially ends today. i know that u can ace it. ツ 
Sunday, February 22, 2009
 i know ur busy mugging fer ur exams. i wish you all the best fer that, aites? pass wif flying colours! deep down, i know ure capable of doing it. just another week left! im oh-so sexcited laa! and adnan, im learning and trying k? just fer you. ツ
YOHA! if u guys didnt notice, i changed my blog layout. i was my first time, so super sexcited laa! lol. thanks to the peeps who assisted wif the blog thingy. im annoying, i know. haha. side track, i posted about the BUGIS bomb msg ystd. so, i was reading the newpaper. and, guess wat i bumped into. too lazy to type it out, so.. (click to enlarge)  haha. i had alot to blog about today acterli, but lets save it fer the later days, alright? huhu.
nazhu ask me to watch this. its kinda sad tho, but kinda motivating. it reminds me of adam khoo. rmbr? cheh have fun watching.. and and, i received an sms from JAWS and my sis. both of them msged the same thing. fer those people who takes bugis as a second home, u might wanna spare me 3 mins. dun know howtrue, but better be safe then sorry, right? so, here goes.. "kindly spread the news to your friends. if possible, dont go to BUGIS these few days. terrorist may plant bomb around that area. this msg was fowarded from my friend's army friend. who said they are already on 24 hours standby. not sure how true, but a friend was at bugis today and there were really many policemen." so guys, i did my part by telling u guys. haf u? Saturday, February 21, 2009
why must it be one after another..you've been a part of my life since november 2007. but now ur leaving me?! pls dont do this to me. well, the thing is, my sexy red-hot W910i is dying on me laa. like wtf. haha. but, i did kinda give u guys a panic attack right? right, admit laa. damn right, i did! haha. my dearest W910i, no matter how much it hangs on me, dies on me. it does have a sentimental value to it. the messages that i saved. the phone that i used to take photos wif. the phone he touched. the phone who witnessed my good and bad times. pls, i dun want to change a handphone. i cnt answer any calls, neither cn i reject them. the cancle button is nt functioning. niether id the delete button werking. it also dies when theres no recpetion. and and, 60% of the time, it has bo reception. and when i tried to off and on it again, it revived only on the 7th attempt! rabak or wat sia nie. dang it laa! sigh. my dearestW910i, i still love you deep deep, k? now now, i need a replacement fer it. so, what shld i get?  plans to go eat out wif adnan was cancelled. its his exam week. so, he needs to study. i had a wake up call fer my dearest cousin.. at 930am sia. like WTF. as u all know, i aint a morning person. wats more, i slpt late ystd. waiting fer someone's msg or call. but it didnt came. twist and turn, i slpt at 5am. so, here's my convo wif him. the shortest convo ever laa. him: oi! still aslp ah? me: ahhh.. him: wake up laa. wat time alrdy.! u ok onot? leen, ok tk?! me: silence his tone of voice changed. him: siak ah. stop thinking laa. it wnt make a diff. i became teary eyed. i told him ill call him back. him: nvm. ltr, after werk, ill drop by. me: ok. and hung up the phone. im pathetic, i know. but i cnt bloody help it. i knw he cares abt me. but, it aint easy to change my feelings. i dun feel complete. i guess things are better on his side. he seems fine to me. sigh.. Friday, February 20, 2009
so, i received an sms from zul, an IKEA friend.his sms read, "hey. jz wan to let u noe dat me and rahmat dad juz pass away dis tengah hari. besok pagi di kebumikan. if u cant cum juz hope for prayers to him, n plz help me inform the ikea staff. thanx." weell, it turns out that, its not his dad. its his grandpa. my friend, im sory fer your lost. ill try to come, aites?  well, sue-baby tagged me this on facebook. i was bored laa. so, i did it here instead. haha. Last beverage → heaven & earth, green tea. Last phone call → Adnan. Last text message → Firman Last song you listened to → the way that i love you, by ashanti. Last time you cried → haha. thats easy. just a few hours ago. HAVE YOU EVER: Dated someone twice → yup yup. Been cheated on → yup. i haf. and it suck laa. dang it! Kissed someone & regretted it → ermm, lemme think! haha. kinda. IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU: Fallen out of love → yup yup Laughed until you cried → Yes. on thursday, 19 feb. Met someone who changed your life → u bet! How many people on your top friends do you know in real life?→ All of em. How many kids do you want to have → 2 sounds good. or maybe 3? Do you have any pets → ooooooh yes! Do you want to change your name → nah ah. im happy wif it.! What time did you wake up today → 6.57am. What were you doing at midnight last night → thinking of things... Name something you cannot wait for → graduate, i guess? and another, but, lets not say it here, aites? Last time you saw your father→ a few seconds back. in the living room. What's one thing you wish you could change → people would kill me, but due to reasons known, my physical apprearance? Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → tom? any tom ah? yes ah. tom huzell, hes the IKEA, ermm, something.. What's getting on your nerves right now → my wild imagination? What's your real name → fazleen binte mohammed rafik, yaw! Primary School → Opera Estate Primary School Middle/Secondary School → East Spring Secondary School Tertiary School → ITE College West, Clementi. Hair color → brown, i think. Long or short → Long. Are you a health freak → Nah. Righty or lefty → to the right, to the right. haha. FIRSTS : First surgery → p4. First piercing → k1 First best friend → alamak! wait wait. i know this. hui jie, ah yes! First sport you joined → netball, babe! First pet → 2 hamsters. i was k2 then. First vacation → malacca. hahas. CURRENTLY : Eating → nope, nt eatin. Drinking → Nothing. Waiting → for my tv show to start. lol. and adnan's sms. YOUR FUTURE : Want kids? → Yes. i gotten names fer them too.. haha Want to get married?→ yup yup, I do. Careers in mind? → Hospitality Industry. HAVE YOU EVER : Kissed a stranger → gila or wat sia!? Drank hard liquor → im an angel! *winks!* Lost glasses/contacts → pls laa, dun even say it.! it breaks my heart! haha. Ran away from home → nah. no reason to. Broken someone's heart → yep, i haf. Been arrested → haha. WTF? Cried when someone died → yup. last august DO YOU BELIEVE IN: Yourself → it depends. i always try to. Miracles → pathetic, i know,. but yes. Love at first sight → Nah. i aint so gullible! Heaven → I do. Santa Clause → nah. Kiss on the first date→ haha. it depends.. Angels → Yeh! ANSWER TRUTHFULLY : Is there one person you want to be with right now? → u huh! dying to be with! Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → No. i aint that kinda girl. Do you believe in God? → Yes, I do. Thursday, February 19, 2009
   its surprising how things, imagination, words and people cn mess up one's mind.obviously, my mind is messed up. in fact very very messed up. like, how people is capable of changing someone's emotions. like, how words cn make people's imagination run wild. how now brown cow.? in fact, i think im emotionally unstable laa. and its killing me! k laa. i hope ill hear fer u soon. and i hope its nt true.. and and, i was bloghopping, my oh my.. why are people so vulgar nowadays sia? tsk tsk tsk. oh well, everyones a critic. Wednesday, February 18, 2009
my oh my!i love today laa. and and,today i declare myself a professional cleaner. LOL. i cleaned toilets fer the past fer days. huhu. and,i fell in the toilet today. face first! wif a freaking loud loud thud laa.! the thing is, nobody knew sia. not until i told kah yong laa. DOINKS! moving on, my day just keeps getting better.. i met adnan. muahaha. that was honestly, one of the best car trip laa.. nan, i believe u laa, k? so guys, we're cool! adnan had to go study wif his friends. so, i went to VIVO city. yup, all by myself laa. i swear, i feel so visually molested laa in the train. to the guys in mustard T-shirt, standing opposite me. and the auntie wearing purple sleeveless. i saw wat u guys did, k? haha. u know, the feeling of people staring at u, which makes u feel uncomfortable. tsk tsk tsk.. i dunno y, i always get that sia. even though i change my position. like WTF. i gt 8 eyes is it? this is random. never u guys mind.  feeling feeling wanna bun my hair.. and ya, so good nights ya'll!
Monday, February 16, 2009
Desire is heartbreaking.. Every freaking single time my handphone beeps, ouh baby, i wish that it was you... i still do freaking miss him. Sunday, February 15, 2009
 when i was at werk today, mopping the toilet, something struck my mind.  MyHotComments `who are my true friends? well, i admit, im nt a perfect friend. lacking in many areas. wait, in fact, im a bad bad bad friend. most of the time i wasnt there fer them, i admit that. ive always wanted to write about these, but honestly, never had the courage to do so. after writing a draft, ill delete it instead of posting it. i began to ponder why i dun always hang out wif them. think fer awhile. i didnt need to think hard. well, its just me. ive always been the one who looked down upon my self laa. always having low self esteem laa. i sumhow compared them to myself. "m i fit to hang out wif them?" "m i too fat, too ugly, too boring?" even when im having a bf, my imagination runs wild. well, imaginations running well, thats not healthy. cos u know y? low self esteem= imaginations running wild= jealousy= fights! ya, maybe things didnt worked out cos of me, i guess. im nt good enuf. but the thing is that, they haf never judged me. so, y shld i, right? that is the thing that i didnt see laa. but now, its kinda too late fer me. right? im sorry, everyone. im sorry, adnan. 
 my VDAY was spent at IKEA, slogging my guts out.lol. well, its hard to explain the way im feeling now. overjoyed laa, sad laa, scared laa, unapprecitaed laa, hopeful laa.. alamak! its so me laa.. well, but i know 1 thing.. i love him. =) Saturday, February 14, 2009
 MyHotComments enjoy ur day, aites? i bet theres ALOT of people holding flowers, balloons and stuffs. haha. i got mine ystd. thanks alot laa. that was super unexpected! huhu.. |
