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Saturday, February 21, 2009

plans to go eat out wif adnan was cancelled.
its his exam week.
so, he needs to study.

i had a wake up call fer my dearest cousin..
at 930am sia.
like WTF.

as u all know, i aint a morning person.
wats more, i slpt late ystd.
waiting fer someone's msg or call.
but it didnt came.
twist and turn, i slpt at 5am.

so, here's my convo wif him. the shortest convo ever laa.
him: oi! still aslp ah?
me: ahhh..
him: wake up laa. wat time alrdy.! u ok onot? leen, ok tk?!
me: silence
his tone of voice changed.
him: siak ah. stop thinking laa. it wnt make a diff.
i became teary eyed. i told him ill call him back.
him: nvm. ltr, after werk, ill drop by.
me: ok.
and hung up the phone.

im pathetic, i know. but i cnt bloody help it.
i knw he cares abt me.
but, it aint easy to change my feelings.
i dun feel complete.

i guess things are better on his side.
he seems fine to me.

sigh..

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