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Fazleen.

Leen Ah Leen!

Turning 21 on 7 Nov.

MDIS; Diploma in Travel, Tourism & Hospitality Management
Im just a simple girl

I've changed my man.

But pharell is still second best.

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WHAT MORE COULD I ASK FER?

Ouh yeah. my bike license.

Drop it like it's hot, YAW!

"I was drowning my sorrows, but they learnt to swim."



Mr April has been very bad.
really!
but, it will get better, right?





and, i do realise that there are some things that's just not meant to be ours.

Labels: cos u are all i ever wanted; adnan.

How deep is your love?

Read the following statements and check the items that happen to you.

You think of him when you wake up every morning.

Before going to bed, you think of what happened between you and him that day.

You often dream about him.

On the way to school, he usually joins you.

Before class, you often meet and have a little chat with him.

You feel like you are being watched when he's in sight.

He joins you for lunch.

After school, he waits to leave with you.

He calls you during weekends and school holidays.

He wishes to meet your parents.

You get presents from him on your birthday, Christmas and even St Valentine's day.

He knows about your favorite food, color, hide-away place and many other things.

You can spend hours with him on the phone.

He looks deep into your eyes and it makes you feel like flying.

Your parents like him.

Your friends think that he's good for you.

You've fought with him just because he talked to another girl.

It's easy for him to say sorry when he makes a mistake.

He has been around for quite a while, perhaps almost a year now.

You think you like him a lot.

It's sad to imagine life without him.

He's different from any other guys you have dated before.

He's almost perfect. His flaws are acceptable.

You hope that this quiz will tell whether he's also in love with you.

You would feel sad if this quiz said that he doesn't really care about you.

All of the above are things on your mind.

Your best friend knows that you like him a lot.

You collect tiny things like movie tickets that remind you of the things you do with him.

You wish to be his bride one day.

You talk about your future together. Depth: 77% You have him in a corner of your heart. Don't lie to yourself; he's your special guy. Take good care of your heart. You still have a long way to go. Always remember that love has two edges. Being apart for a while might be a good chance to proof his love to you.

Labels: cos u are all i ever wanted; adnan.

something struck me.
just a few minutes ago.
and i cant help, but think.

what if, one day, i die, would anyone care?
i mean sincerely care?

would anyone miss me?
fer who i reli am?
my laughs?
my face?
my smile?
my complains?
my naggings?
my presence?
my annoyance?


would anyone?

just in case, if i were to reli....
my handphone is as organise as it can be.
REALLY!

i haf alrdy grouped them.
and, apart from my family members,
the first 2 persons on my contact list is THE THE THE most important people in my life.

so, lets say, if i reli were u-know-what, and u were there at the point of incident.
pls call the first 2 people and my parents, k?

Labels: cos u are all i ever wanted; adnan.

yet another day, my friends burfday laa.


nisa loves who turns, *ehem* 20 YEARS OLD!


and JING MIN, who also, turns 20 this year.
hehehe.

Labels: cos u are all i ever wanted; adnan.

u know, the feeling u get after u wake up from ur sleep..


hafing that fucked up feeling, even before ur day starts?
yup yup.
tat feeling.


i tot about it once,
tot about it twice.
even think about it more than i should
which i even up over thinking.

mayb i shld,
mayb shld nt.
cos, i dunno laa.
its super hard!


mayb i shld put it away?
but i dun wanna laa.
cos, every morning, its u i see!

tah laa.
i guess, all i can say is,







FAZLEEN DIAM SUDAH LAA EHH!

Labels: cos u are all i ever wanted; adnan.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...






it still does...

Labels: cos u are all i ever wanted; adnan.

as usual, im 45 mins late from posting this entry!

so, i was at werk the entire day today.
same goes fer tmrw as well.
full shift beb!



i swear sia.!
the moment i woke up i was like,

"sial ah! cn i still fit into my uniform onot sia!? Mati mati, tentu mati!"

lucky shit, it FITS!
huhu.

werk today was ^%$#&#werk today was ^%$#&#werk today was ^%$#&#werk today was ^%$#&#werk today was ^%$#&#werk today was ^%$#&#werk today was ^%$#&#werk today was ^%$#&#$&^@!#^!
amp;^@!#^!
amp;^@!#^!
amp;^@!#^!
it was bloody GEREK laa!
hahahaha.
Most of the time, i was laughing laa.

now, im thinking of wat shoe and jeans to wear tmrw.
DANG!
hahahs!

and and, on MONDAY im gonna watch slumdog millionaire.
thanks to Mirah Jufri.
hehs!
see, planing ahead....


sidetrack, oh-so super sexcited today laa!
and, i know why.
huhus

Labels: cos u are all i ever wanted; adnan.

the clock strikes 12mdngt- 15 March 2009
i reached out fer my hp
my heart felt heavy.
only 2 werds colud described how i felt- utter sadness

why, u guys might ask.?
today, was suppose-to-be our 15months togetherr.
call me pathetic, what so ever.
but the fact is, i truly love this guy..
i truly honestly did.
i know i have my flaws, but thanks fer loving me the way u did.


from me to him.
i still love this photo of him..






muhammad adnan bin jufri.
i know u have moved on.
my lappy wallpaper, left unchanged.
my handphone screensaver, left unchanged.
thanks fer all those heart-felt times we had.
its kept close to my heart.


happy suppose-to-be 15monthsary?
iloveyou.
all i wanted to be was to be apart of your hectic live.



You Make It Real - James Morrison

Labels: cos u are all i ever wanted; adnan.

werk today, was surprising, ermm, i werk without disturbance.

no one interrupted me at werk sia.
lol

was at housekeeping department just now.
and, a convo wif an indian guest.

guest: helo. gd morning. u from china?
me: huh?! china? NO!
guest: u nt from china?
me: NO., not from CHINA. from singapore OK.
guest: u chinese?
me: *gah!* no, im malay.
guest: u sure u malay? u dun look malay.
me: of cos laa. im very sure im a MALAY.


i was so pissed off sia.
tell me laa, which part of me screams that im from CHINA, or im a chinese.
stupid sia.
and, of cos laa im freaking sure im a MALAY.
its been 19years++.

moving on.
im oh-so full laa.
tiny the talking tummy feels like its gonna burst any moment.
yup yup.
any moment.

oh ya, werking morning shift tmrw.
so, yeah fer me.
and, to mira & gang, sory i cnt join u guys.
next time k?
promise!




ok laa.
bye. i wanna sleep!
and, good night to u too mr.
=)

Labels: cos u are all i ever wanted; adnan.

watched PUSH today.
it was, ermm, kinda draggy i must say.
to me laa.
i slept fer 5 mins in the cinema sia.
i swear!

reached home.
continued clearing my mini mandai forest.
haha.
and, im really in need of a 3rd wardrobe space!
PAX pon PAX laa.
haha.

this time, i sorted out my clothes according to the colours.
ahah.
and, its very confusing laa.
u know, colours comes in different shades and all.
aiyah!
it took me almost 2 hours to re-organise everything sia!
sumpah, tk bedek!

and, i realise that i gt loads of jeans, skirts, tees, jackets, but not that much dresses.
so, dress shopping, here i come!
haha.
and, i need shoes.
new pairs of shoes!
and, mayb 1 sandal.
to go wif my maxi dress.
haha.

clean here, clean there.
i was ^$%#*&$%*(!
the clothes i had.
what was i thunking sia?!
haha.
well, kinda dissapoint laa.
some clothes dont fit, but majority fits laa!
woohhooo!

and, i found some junk in my trunk.
guess what i found laa..
i found...

a book filled wif poems sia!
and, i wrote the poems.
ahha.
i know. since when i became so lovely dovey kn.
i cnt help but laugh to myself sia.
ahha.


"love is like a pair of new shoes.
no matter how many blisters u get,
u dont simply stop wearing it.
cos, after a while, that very shoe must just be the most comfy shoe u had"


aint i right or wat?!

Labels: cos u are all i ever wanted; adnan.

as usual, i was facebook-ing.

i tried a quiz. about 'the real you.'

so, here's the result:

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? Pretty much serious.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.


u wanna try?

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test81.aspx

Labels: cos u are all i ever wanted; adnan.

pardon me fer the slack face.
haha.
after werk laa.

i dunno why, but i swear that im sexcited!
haha.
must be the soup kambing i ate at werk just now.
yupyup, that must be it.
they must haf drug-ged the soup kambing.
lol.

well, guess what i saw on my way to werk just.
ready?

3

2

1

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.
ya, i know.
condolenses to the rat family.
poor thing laa.

moving on, i still waiting fer my mr happy pill to msg me.
and, my phone is beeping, but nt from him.
hw ah?
he out karoke-ing.
so, i just haf to wait, i guess.

werking tmrw, 11 am to 7 pm.
but, i think ill take my self-claim off day laa.
haha.
i always end up getting the most suckiest shifts ever.
sigh.

i wanted to blog about something, really.
i thought about it on the bus, on my way to werk.
and, when i gt home.
i fergot sia.
wah piang!


and, my mr happy pill, im waiting.
haha

Labels: cos u are all i ever wanted; adnan.

so, thats is my FYP yaw!
after a few days of sleep-deprivation, and alot of panic-by-myself days.
and, not fergeting, rushing to do stuff.
my FYP is finally oh-ver!

how was it, u may ask?
rabak or wat?!
but, oh heck, its all done.
all oh-ver!
it feels good tho.
getting it off my chest.

cheh!
haha.

and, my feet is killing me sia!
HONEST!
apart from the nail entering my heel, 2 blisters on my baby toe, and a sore heal, hw much worst cn i get right?!
dang it!
now, im massaging it.
like makcik makcik, right?
lol.


my sick sick nazhuratul asywaq binte khairul gave me a few links.
she is brutal laa nowadays.
haha.
and, babe, put a banana in your ear?
haha

charlie!










and, this month, my spending is getting outta hand i tell u.
but, think about it.
i seldom spend.
so, its okay, right?


and, i was thinking about stuff, well stuffs just now.
and, i finally see the light laa,
well, i shall just keep that thought of u in my mind.
cn?

Labels: cos u are all i ever wanted; adnan.

ok people!
i swear im screwed sia..!
presentation day is just a few hours and i, is not even near DONE!
die laa die!

and, i dunno even bloody know what to wear.
presentation slides not done.
so is report!

so, the cap says it all.
haha.

"im fuckin' busy"
lol

Labels: cos u are all i ever wanted; adnan.

ok. before this like babe kill me, im sory fer not wishing u on time.
i fell aslp.
feeling feeling wanna be the last person to wrap up the bday thingy.
haha.

HAPPY BURFDAY kadelove.
fazleen syg kadelove!


and, moving on.
guess who got injured.
u see.
and, guess laa how it happened?

a nail pierced into my heels.
it felt like fuck sia!
painful.
still swollen, tho.
and, after werk today.
went out.
watched movie.

the movie ah.
last warning.
kinda expected laa.


well, i guess thats it then.
just a short one.

and and, tmrw, ill be going down to Front Office, ya yet again!
sigh.
nvm. just another week.

gd nite ya'll!

Labels: cos u are all i ever wanted; adnan.

i know Mr March wont lemme down.

today..
haha.
tell about today.
maya maya..
hilarious laa.
we meet up fer a while.
updated on each other's lives..
meet up again,k babe?


our dearest maya here, misplaced her handphone today; at east point.
she only realised it about 45mins later, kn?
called her handphone.
lucky the person who found it was honest.

and, guess what?
her handphone at tampines mall laa.
hha.
apparently, the person who found the phone went to tampines mall.
so, took the train.
it only took us 10 mins to get to tamp.
see, so kanchong spider.

maya, sluar sexy!
haha

and and, today is the very first time adnan did rebuilt.
hope ull enjoy the later days of rebuilt k?

it's oh-so super duper ubber fun!


ure prolly tired, i guess.
so, haf an early night, k?

I Love You!
tho u love her.
*gulp*

and, this happen.
so slenge bacin.
lol.



and, damn!
my report sia.
updates soon!
and, cn i pls not go to werk tmrw?
ahha.

Labels: cos u are all i ever wanted; adnan.