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Fazleen.

Leen Ah Leen!

Turning 21 on 7 Nov.

MDIS; Diploma in Travel, Tourism & Hospitality Management
Im just a simple girl

I've changed my man.

But pharell is still second best.

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WHAT MORE COULD I ASK FER?

Ouh yeah. my bike license.

Drop it like it's hot, YAW!

so yes, ive made some changes to my blog.
some things were annoying the shit outta me laa.

like fer example, the blog song.
it got too annoying.
im currently in search of a new blog song.
so, just make do wif this fer now laa, ok babies?

i was chatting wif Jing Min.
she was like, "u play this game laa."



its a game in facebook laa.
and and, i asked, she said it was better then DINER DASH!
OMFG!
better then DINER DASH?!
this i gotta try!

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GUILT

what does guilt mean to you?!

well, i wasnt feeling it, but i felt the pinch that person was feeling.
i swear sia!
sumpah, tk tipu.
the body language gave it away laa.


so, i wiki-ed!

Guilt is a cognitive or an emotional experience that occurs when a person realizes or believes - whether justified or not - that he or she has violated a moral standard, and is responsible for that violation.^[1] It is closely related to the concept of remorse.

In psychology, as well as in ordinary language, guilt is an affective state in which one experiences conflict at having done something that one believes one should not have done (or conversely, having not done something one believes one should have done). It gives rise to a feeling which does not go away easily, driven by 'conscience'. Sigmund Freud described this as the result of a struggle between the ego and the superego parental imprinting. Freud, an atheist, rejected the role of God as punisher in times of illness or rewarder in time of wellness. While removing one source of guilt from patients, he ironically added another. This was the unconscious force within the individual that may contribute to illness and also to the kind of so called accident that, until then had been attributed to God's will or simply bad luck. Today, as a result of Freud's views, even the victim of someone else's accident or bad luck may be offered criticism rather than comfort. The theory is that the victim may be at fault for having attracted the other person's hostility.^[2] Guilt and its causes, merits, and demerits are common themes in psychology and psychiatry. It is often associated with anxiety, and sometimes depression. The philosopher Martin Buber underlined the difference between the Freudian notion of guilt, based on internal conflicts, and existential guilt, based on actual harm done to others.^[3]

i was like, woooo,
super extensive laa.!

anyways, it ok.
as long i aint the one feeling it, right?!
=)

and, that particular someone is a repeat offender of what the person is doing ah.
excuse ah, please kkick that habit of yours!
thanks you, very nice.

how i know?
singapore is oh-so small laa!


and and, in a few hours, im gonna watch SLUMGOG MILLIONAIRE!!
*screams!*

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i oh-so swear i hate february 2009.
no words can explain the immense pain that i felt.
another freaking day till fucked-up february ends.
i cnt wait fer sunday, cos sunday, its march!
and and, im off on sunday.
and and, i really really hope that this sunday will be possible.

i wanted to blog about another topic, but, oh well, lets just keep it to myself.




my heart beats faster.
waiting on the other line.
still, beating fast.
6 seconds later.
dissapointment.

4 hours later, heart still beats as fast.
but something has changed.
now, a major dissapiontment.
tsk tsk tsk.

ermm, i'll try again later?
perhaps?

oh well,

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the truth hurts, but a lie is worst.


its suprising on how people can like really lie thru their teeth.
tsk tsk tsk.
and, a really good acting, by the way.
i was taken in.
maybe u should consider joining the EMMY awards next year?
i think u haf a pretty good chance of winning..

and, guys, do u know that TAMPINES library have moved to Orchard road.
*rool eyes*
and and, is nt as quiet as it used to be.
well, in that particular library, u can laugh loudly.
and, people wnt even mind if urs kissing, hugging, holding hands wif people who u label as 'jus a friend.'
AMAZING right.
tsk tsk tsk

and, get this.
i never know that animals can send text msgs, make calls, wearing revealing clothes.
they can even make people fall in loove wif them.
WOAH!


dude, i freakingly honestly sincerely bloody trusted you sia.
i really fought back when they talked crappy and degrading stuff about you.
but, it doesnt seem to bother you.
yet, u dare deny?
well, people wif their love life kn.
sigh.



and, i didnt rmbr that we went out, and get home so late ah?
maybe ull reaching home by 12mndng?
but its okay kn?
shes msging you, anyways.




OM OH MY!
tat was one bloody good play,dude!
a really good one!

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i did some meaningful things today..
ok, wait!
i miss ikea laa.
i doo.
the people there.

and yes, as i was saying i did some meaning ful things tdy.
apart from the fact that i woke up late.
when i woke up today, i was feeling sad.
bloody sad.

and so, i went to the library today.
and i bought something for some1.
hope the person like it.
as the person dont always like what was given, right?
did abit of shopping, here and there.
went home.

when im not feeling good, and feeling down,and shopping still doesnt help, what do i doo...?
i went jogging at the park behind my house.

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of cos, this place isnt at the back of my house.
its at pasir ris park
hahs.

followed by prayers as usual.
prayed to keep myself sane and relaxed.
and something else.
it helped ALOT!
AMIN.
and excuse me, people say that im NOT pious?

gonna haf the night shift again tonights;2 nights.
hope the books i borrowed will help.


and i wonder where i keep my ikea uniform.
i cnt seem to find it.

and and, despite of all of those dumb-fuck-screw-up stuff.
damn!
i'll end here.

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I hate it when u make u cry,

I hate the when you’re not around,

And the fact the u didn’t call,

but mostly I hate the way I don’t hate u,

nt even close not even a lil bit, not even at all.

"if he wanted to call and talk to me, he would have done it a long long time ago."

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gosh oh gosh!

i was so in the mood to blog just a few hours ago.
wanting to tell u guys how my life has been.
but but,
now im not in the mood.
ferget the fact that i wanted to try to change my layout.
i need a shoulder laa.
a damn bloody big one.

excuse me..

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