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Fazleen.

Leen Ah Leen!

Turning 21 on 7 Nov.

MDIS; Diploma in Travel, Tourism & Hospitality Management
Im just a simple girl

I've changed my man.

But pharell is still second best.

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WHAT MORE COULD I ASK FER?

Ouh yeah. my bike license.

Drop it like it's hot, YAW!

its 1.50pm.
and my ever so annoying sister is bugging me to help her cook.
fer her friends later, who will be coming to my house fer dinner.

so, obviously, i was "asked" to go get my own space.
cos she'll be invading my room.
haha.
see, annoying kan.
so, being a good little sister, i had to make plan on how to spend my evening later.


anyway, ive been thinking.
my friends are right.

and yes, it finally, yes finally came to my senses.
wif the way im thinking things, im the one losing out- on everything.
so, i decided to do myself a favour.

since their happy together, why should i intervine, right?
say yes,people.

ok, ive said my piece.
now, i need to go cut the vegetables laa, wash stuffs, and cook.
just fer my sister.
when she is busy picking her outfit.

things i do fer her.
lets jst hope that i do burn down my kitchen like how it did last time.
*cross fingers*

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so yes, ive made some changes to my blog.
some things were annoying the shit outta me laa.

like fer example, the blog song.
it got too annoying.
im currently in search of a new blog song.
so, just make do wif this fer now laa, ok babies?

i was chatting wif Jing Min.
she was like, "u play this game laa."



its a game in facebook laa.
and and, i asked, she said it was better then DINER DASH!
OMFG!
better then DINER DASH?!
this i gotta try!

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well, before i miss march, my blog is ONE year old laa.
so fast uh..
chey!
haah.
i was reading all my post.
it made me laugh laa.
super hilarious.

i was like, "what were u thinking sia fazleen?!"
huhu.

anyway, i wont be shutting my blog anytime soon, i guess.
hurhur!




and and, YES!
march has been fanta-bulous to me laa.
tho' there were a few bumpy & rocky roads, but it all went well.

MR APRIL, be better, okay?!

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werk was WEIRD!

i was getting stares the moment i stepped into the sales floor.
from customersand co-workers as well.
reli sia.

and, i got that paranoid feeling laa.
u know, u try to peep in the mirror to see whats wrong.
but i cnt seem to find the problem.
hhahahah.



the a customer approached me,

customer: ur shoe, very nice! very cute!
me: hahaha. chey! thank you. only a few days old.
*kening naik-naik*
customer: oh, ok. how much is it?
me: its $95.
customer: woah.. so ex sia! i tot of buying a plain type fer my mum.
me: awww... so touching laa.
customer: its her bday soon. and she has to stand fer long hours. tats y. it looks comfy. it is comfy?
me: oh yes! its super comfy. its like walking on sponge. hahaha. but, u know. chinese believe right, if we buy shoe fer a loved one, the person will run away?
customer: ahahahahah. reli? u dun seem to be the superstitious kind.
me: its better be save then sory. i lost a loved one. and i believe the shoe has something to do wif it. hahaha.

i swear sia. he laughed so long. the other customers was like trying to hear our conversation.

customer: i see we got company. i guess i better make a move. wouldnt want u to lose ur job.
me: oh, sure. bye
customer: its been nice having a shoe talk wif u. u'll make a shoe shop go bankrupt. hahah. see u around. BYE!


so, he helped me got over the paranoid feeling laa.
but while doing loose hands, the feeling came back.

i was like, "wtf sia. i zipped my jeans what. wah lau!"


so, i yahoo-ed the different types of superstitions.

CAT	If a black cat walks towards you, it brings good fortune, but if it walks away, it takes the good luck with it.
	Keep cats away from babies because they "suck the breath" of the child.
	A cat onboard a ship is considered to bring luck.

so, if my family always feeds the cats under my void deck. the cats comes to us, right? so, its good fortune laa!


Seven years bad luck to break a mirror. The superstition is supposed to have originated in ancient times, when mirrors were considered to be tools of the gods.


and and, i stumble upon a palm reading site.

http://www.greetingsamerica.com/PalmInstructions.htm

dunno how true laa.
just try it out laa, k?
haha

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another 2 crazy asses burfdays!

siti diyana

nur liana



who both turns 19 today laa!
*dang!*

their the same age as me.
i feel so young!

huhuhuhuhu

love u girls!

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he was my sunshine, & my heartbreaker!
and yes, u people know its him, still...










words, its only words.

i dun understand why does people use sweet werds to lure the opposite sex?
i mean, if thats the case, is the feeling towards him/her fer real?

and words.
words that makes people feel like that their on CLOUD 9.
but, actual fact, do they really mean it?


and yes, i do admit.
i do over think on stuffs at times.
but, its kinda too late fer regrets, aint it?


why do i say such stuff?

cos my mr emotions controller has been playing wif my feelings.
fer the past few days, ive been having sleepless nights.
sleeping at 3am, waking up at 7am.
like WTF right.

i woke up feeling kiinda happy this morning,
msged and stuff, few hours after waking up,
i was feeling pissed.

and now, im kinda regreting it wat i kinda did.
but then, i asked myself.

i swear, no one has made me cried a mini kallang river sia.!
honest.


is it all worth it?
sometimes, i feel kinda fucked up.

why do i bother, when hes happy wif someone else?
and ya, i know u people say.

"fazleen, get a life laa."
"move on. hes not worth it."
"he did u wrong."
"u deserve someone better."
"why do u bother"
"hes happy enjoying himself, and why should u be sad."


i tried and tried.
failed.
started all over again.
tried and tried.
and yet, came crumbling down again.

but, at the end of all these.
i could only think of a few sentences.


"after we sought revenge, it ruined our relationship totally"
but, what relationship do i haf wif him now?


and yes, he was my sunshine but hes now my heartbreaker.
why do i love him so much, u ask?
i wont say it laa.
cos i wouldnt want another fucked-up slutty whore to steal him, again,right?
but, oh wait.
hes isnt mine.
when hes not around, i'll say to myself,

"eh slenge, u know he's wif her. and god knows what they haf done. why u even bother. pls eh fazleen, last warning, get a life."


it doesnt hurt seeing them happy togther.
IT KILLS ME!

its almost coming to 2 months, and yet, yes i SUCK big time.
i know i do too.
but whenever i see him, my heart beats faster and slower at the same time.
i reli dunno laa.
amist all these 'fatimah rocker' laughter, my heart still do beat, fer him.
but he just dun see it. or maybe he dont bother to even bother.


every single day, i was tempted to msg him 48567342986947689328 times!
but, i didnt.
i just simply wanted to know how his day is, haf he eaten, how is he feeling today.
i wanted to, but i cant.
cos, ill be dissapointing the important people in my life.
why should i wanna do that, right?

and when im blogging this out, i cnt help it but teared.
besides, i wont want to be second best, i wanna be THE best.
but hey, second comes before third!
*kening naik-naik*
hahahahahahaha.

i shan't pour out my entire feeelings here.
this is just a sneak peak of it.
yes just aboit 17% of how i feel, and think.
and, pls dun judge simply cos u aint in my shoe.


so, yea.
i do tend to keep stuffs to myself, most of the time.
and only let it out, whens its too late.

pls, please be gone, you sleepless nights.
and, this 'feeling' as well.


PS: Please stop staring at me just because u feel save behind that counter. i can just come over if i want to uh. Last warning eh, missy. Seriously.

And and, if u dare to make up stories, please take the ownership. Dun push the blame to me. I dun enjoy clearing people's fucked up mess. tho' i was in housekeeping before.
hahaah.



and, OMFG!
im freaking late to werk!

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How deep is your love?

Read the following statements and check the items that happen to you.

You think of him when you wake up every morning.

Before going to bed, you think of what happened between you and him that day.

You often dream about him.

On the way to school, he usually joins you.

Before class, you often meet and have a little chat with him.

You feel like you are being watched when he's in sight.

He joins you for lunch.

After school, he waits to leave with you.

He calls you during weekends and school holidays.

He wishes to meet your parents.

You get presents from him on your birthday, Christmas and even St Valentine's day.

He knows about your favorite food, color, hide-away place and many other things.

You can spend hours with him on the phone.

He looks deep into your eyes and it makes you feel like flying.

Your parents like him.

Your friends think that he's good for you.

You've fought with him just because he talked to another girl.

It's easy for him to say sorry when he makes a mistake.

He has been around for quite a while, perhaps almost a year now.

You think you like him a lot.

It's sad to imagine life without him.

He's different from any other guys you have dated before.

He's almost perfect. His flaws are acceptable.

You hope that this quiz will tell whether he's also in love with you.

You would feel sad if this quiz said that he doesn't really care about you.

All of the above are things on your mind.

Your best friend knows that you like him a lot.

You collect tiny things like movie tickets that remind you of the things you do with him.

You wish to be his bride one day.

You talk about your future together. Depth: 77% You have him in a corner of your heart. Don't lie to yourself; he's your special guy. Take good care of your heart. You still have a long way to go. Always remember that love has two edges. Being apart for a while might be a good chance to proof his love to you.

Labels: cos u are all i ever wanted; adnan.

i was at werk, like usual.
saw yana, and her bf, and her bf's friends.
haha.


and and, when i was doing loose hands, there's this small boy who approached me.

boy: hey, helo!
me: yes? cn i help u.?
boy: no. i was sitting over there. *points to the sommar range before the check-outs.* then i saw u here, so i came to say hi.
me: *laughs* okay. so r u here alone?
boy: no. im wif my parents. *points to his parents* we are gonna get hotdogs. u want one? i can buy it fer u?
his parents, OMG!
dad- ang mo, mom- japanese.
me: nah, its ok. im fine.
boy: *leans back* i see u got more to do. i can accompany you.
me: yah, sure. youre parents know ure here?
boy: ya, i think. so, if i come down to IKEA again, i can see u again?
me: *laughs* yup yup. but i wont be here, ill be at level 4, beds and wardrobes department.
boy: oh, ok. so, u'll always be here, right?
me: nah, nt always.

as we chat, his parents called him.

boy: oh, my parents are calling me. ill see u soon, ok? BYE!
me: oh, bye!
boy: *runs back to my direction* i said BYE! bye.!
me: *laughs* yes, BYE hotstuff!
boy: whats that?
me: haha. nothing.
boy: ok then. ill come back soon to see u. BYE. *walks a few steps and turns back.* BYE!


tat small tod reli made my day sia!
honest.
i was smiling from simei to joo koon!
hahaahaha..




life is like a bottle of snapple-
cos after ure done wif the cranberry&rasberry juice, u can still re-fill the bottle.

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something struck me.
just a few minutes ago.
and i cant help, but think.

what if, one day, i die, would anyone care?
i mean sincerely care?

would anyone miss me?
fer who i reli am?
my laughs?
my face?
my smile?
my complains?
my naggings?
my presence?
my annoyance?


would anyone?

just in case, if i were to reli....
my handphone is as organise as it can be.
REALLY!

i haf alrdy grouped them.
and, apart from my family members,
the first 2 persons on my contact list is THE THE THE most important people in my life.

so, lets say, if i reli were u-know-what, and u were there at the point of incident.
pls call the first 2 people and my parents, k?

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EARTH HOUR YAW!



well, today is EARHT HOUR, yaw!

and, ill be at werking, as usual!

830pm local time!
i think the timinmg is right.
hahahaha.


so anyone out there want some candles, *ehem*!
i got 1 whole duffle bag filled with candle!
yes, i aint lying!
i whole BIG duffle bag of it.

scented, non-scented,
colourful, plain
small, big?

i got it all, well, almost!
hahahaah.


and and, theres just something aboout people that makes me go %$&%^*^(%$.
well, maybe i just wont say about it, ya?
after all, we are just mere moral, bound to make mistakes.




and and, i was looking fer a song.
by shontelle feat akon.

confident sia i you-tubed "stuck on you!"
hahaha.
check check, it was stuck wif each other.
huhu

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somehow, i miss working laa.
honest sia.


cos, when im not werking, i tend to spend alot, and i mean ALOT!
i tabulated!

i spent a lil bit over $500 just these month!
i was like, wtf sia!
those shoes, clothes, cab fares, patrol, lil nitty gritty stuff, bus fare.
OMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMG!
i guess its back to sqaure 1 again fer me, ya?



Wii has out-do me, btw.
i now, officially suck in baseball!
hahahaha.
i reli used to rock at it!



dang!

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yet another day, my friends burfday laa.


nisa loves who turns, *ehem* 20 YEARS OLD!


and JING MIN, who also, turns 20 this year.
hehehe.

Labels: cos u are all i ever wanted; adnan.

u know, the feeling u get after u wake up from ur sleep..


hafing that fucked up feeling, even before ur day starts?
yup yup.
tat feeling.


i tot about it once,
tot about it twice.
even think about it more than i should
which i even up over thinking.

mayb i shld,
mayb shld nt.
cos, i dunno laa.
its super hard!


mayb i shld put it away?
but i dun wanna laa.
cos, every morning, its u i see!

tah laa.
i guess, all i can say is,







FAZLEEN DIAM SUDAH LAA EHH!

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jocelyn who turns 21 this year!

and and, joyce who turns 20 this year!

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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...






it still does...

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OMG!
A woman was killed after being hit by a train at Clementi MRT station early Tuesday morning.


i saw this at yahoo.

SMRT said the incident at 6.15am caused westbound service between Queenstown and Jurong East MRT stations to be affected.

To maintain service on the unaffected stretch of the East—West line, westbound trains were turned around at Queenstown MRT Station.

Train service between Jurong East and Joo Koon stations were not affected by the incident.

SMRT also activated a bus bridging service from Queenstown to Jurong East stations to ferry affected passengers.

The first bus arrived at Queenstown MRT Station at about 6.50am.

Train services resumed at 7.03am.

SMRT said about 6,250 passengers were affected during the incident.

Passengers who were unable to complete their journeys due to the disruption can claim a full fare refund from the Passenger Service Centre in any of the 53 SMRT stations within the next three working days.

SMRT is assisting the police in investigations.

i was like, siak ah, CLEMENTI eh..

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today, ouh, tell me about today!
today was oh-so mighty fly!


not bad at all fer a last min plan laa.
haha.

met up wif my babe, headed down to
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SENTOSA baby!



a memory laa.
room 205!
siloso beach resort!
yes, at siloso!

cam whoring time!






this was funny.
a shot yang tk menjadi!
the camera was suppose to take our reflection.!


next, headed down to siloso beach!







haha, and next, images of singapore!

then songs of the sea!
chayana's main highlight!
we were the only 2 singing to the songs laa

next, was mine!
main hightlight!
luge and skyride baby!

i swear, i felt like a pussy sia, up there!
i was like,


me: omg! i promise i wont overeat! i promise!
chayana: *laughs* siak je
me: stop shaking the thing! if i die, i hunt fer u sia!

i was scared at first, got a bit better later, then panic again.!
this woman is ferever cheating my feelings!
hehs!

and, luge was oh-so super gerek!
to the guy in-charge of the luge thingy ah, that was so evil of u laa to hold my luge!

me: eh eh, OMG! my luge wont move sia!
chayana: must let go.
me: da, da let go. maseh tk boleh!

and, i turned back, the guys was holding on to my luge!
hahahahaah!
funny laa.
we raced these 3 msian guys!

we bet their asses laa!


typical toilet shot at vivo!



so, bye sentosa!
thanks fer the enjoyabe day!


and and, island life, i love it!
hahahahahaah!

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